Written on: Sunday, August 12, 2007 Time: 11:09 pm
Despite the fact that I've long abandon this blog, I have to admit I still steal glances at it at times. Perhaps it's due to the fact that this blog is over 3 years old and there are memories I'd like to keep so that explains why this blog is alive and kicking.
But I'm not sure myself if this 'shift' is permanent 'cause livejournal still rocks.
So, save all your breath and energy 'cause your method to cajole me to shift back to blogspot will never work. =D
At the moment, I am contemplating whether I should move to LIVEJOURNAL permanently. Despite the fact that livejournal is not as user friendly as blogger, it is far more better than the latter.
In LJ, I can semi-lock my entries with the intention that only my friends can view them which unfortunately, blogger does not provide. In addition, I've always wanted to switch to LJ but I did not have much patience then to tinker with all the new programmes in LJ.
Siiigh. Just so you know, I hate decision-making ok! Pfft...
L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very,very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you can adore.
Whatever happened to all the promises that you had made to me in the course of our relationship? Whatever happened to all the shared visions of life together? Whatever happened to love? I was flung immediately into the deepest abyss of despair and hurt.
Am having an attack of lazyness teeheehee. Prolly will update by tomorrow as of today, I have a NOTEBOOK YAHOOOOOO!
Now, let me just scream again. I am exhilarated, YAHOOOOOOOO!!! (: K bye, I'm going to use my notebook and enjoy the wireless Internet connection. *beams*
Yes, I got into the course I wanted. Yes, I'm contented that I was posted to Biomedical Science. No,I'm not at all happy that I am going into Republic Polytechnic. Yes, am contemplating whether I should appeal.
I'm just sore after constantly hearing from friends and colleagues that RP sucks,worst Polytechnic and also, the local Universities does not recognize the Diplomas. What the hell. I guess I'm coping fine as for now, but I just need to get away from all the "Republic is the worst Poly!". There's so much I can take in a day. I hope you guys understand.
Written on: Wednesday, February 28, 2007 Time: 10:16 pm
L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you can adore
What is it like to be loved? And what is it like to break apart? Is it the same feeling all in all?
We are all living in oblivion. Oblivious to the fact that the happiness in love are just temporary. And it will probably end up a heartache.
I just can't help but to think again. Is love really worth making sacrifices for? When eventually, it feels like a deep stab in your heart. Alot of uncertainty going on and decisions to be made.
Written on: Monday, February 26, 2007 Time: 9:36 pm
Oh what have I gotten myself into?
When I closed my eyes and took your hands,
And we twirl in a mad dance unknown to all.
Flushed, giddy, these eyes reopened.
Only to see our fingers part as you watch me fall.
Knowing the truth does hurt. Another round of tears on the table. Anyone care enough to join me in drowning my sorrows? Sigh. I should stop reaching for something which does not even exist.
I'm really, REALLY tired and feeling a wee bit under the weather. And I just can't be bothered to sit on the computer at times. So... be right back when I feel like it.
Written on: Saturday, February 17, 2007 Time: 12:33 am
It's 12.33am right now and I just came back from work. YAKDUSH!
I loathe it! I'm working everyday next week, with double shift on certain days... And I'll become the 'bar man',adding on to that. Don't ask me why. Ok Arghmad has no life! Bye bebeh! Time to read my novel and then to sleep. I'm really tired.
PS: Yiyang has been bombarding me via MSN Messenger regarding the submission of his JAE application. You see, he was so "busy" that he was unable to apply it by himself, also, his computer broke down so I offered to help him. Now, he's in Malaysia unable to catch a wink. Moreover,he wants a pictorial evidence of the printed JAE application. WTH! That just goes to show that he doesn't trust me at all. So much for being a bestman friend/classmate for 11 years. ):
Written on: Tuesday, February 06, 2007 Time: 11:27 pm
Why oh why am I working on Friday night? After contacting a few of my colleagues, they claimed they had 'stuffs' so unfortunately,I couldn't find anyone to replace me on that day..
..aaaand all of my colleagues (who'll be taking their results as well) are given a day off. Life is so unfair, my friend! ):
Written on: Monday, February 05, 2007 Time: 12:02 am
Missing in action again. Kwang kwang kwang. I just can't be bothered to sit in front of the computer for long during weekdays ranting about work, I tell you. I know it's so annoying when I rant about work so let's just move on with life, shall we?
Half my Saturday was spent at home since I woke up at 1300hours due to exhaustion from work whilst the other half was spent at work. Sadly, I was already feeling lethargic mere minutes after starting work. But just as crappiness of the day set in, what with the side effects of having morning sinus coupled with unreasonable diners being so ever demanding and fussy, thank you Oh Great Colleagues for the buckets of laughters and very lame jokes. (:
Ok next! Sunday! :)
My Sunday was spent in the company of the guy who takes charge and manage the Fish & Co. restaurant at Centrepoint. Yes,a breakfast treat at BreadTalk was the order of the day from Oh Great Rayson, My Manager! (: It was just a mere coincidence that I met him at the lift. He told me that I had looked wan of late, such a far cry from my usual radiant and cheerful self. Its because the release of the results is drawing closer, I replied. I have been busy worrying about the result that I forgot to enjoy the company of the colleagues, supervisors and manager. They never fail to make me smile and laugh at their silly and lame jokes,truth be told. We talked almost everything under the sun during the whole 15 minutes at BreadTalk, that for a second, it totally slipped off my mind that he was my manager. After having the two half boiled eggs, a big kaya toast and a cup of hot tea I was already very full. Certainly, I did thanked my manager for the breakfast treat and he also gave me a few words of encouragement! A caring & thoughtful manager, I say. That was one of the best and huge breakfast I had so far for 2007. Hurhurhur! q;
And Praise God that I did not make any major blunders at the bar today albeit forgetting how to make Garden Salad! :/ Adding on, I am still a tad too slow (not as in slow memory but slow pace) lar.
After work, I was somehow forced to go to KFC with Fiza and AQY. Aaaand, the latter is quitting soon! wth. Her ultimate reason for quitting was because she just want to stay home so she can watch her Korean Dramas with no worry in the world!
After KFC, the two ladies went home while I went over to my relative's at Chua Chu Kang to celebrate my brother's belated tenth birthday. My uncle brought back home made brownies which was heavenly although I have to admit it will unleash hell onto my dying throat after having 7 of them! q;
Written on: Monday, January 29, 2007 Time: 11:45 pm
It is only a week to go before the release of the results. I may have taken the examination two months ago, but the feelings of insecurity and anxiety had not diminished with time. After sitting for the examintaion, I had initially felt a huge burden lifted off my shoulders that it was all over and even told myself that it did not really matter how I did since I had done my best.
But the conviction soon disappeared as I now began to reflect on my performance in the examination. Time stretched quickly before me and I began to berate myself for not having started the revision earlier. In my mind, I kept replaying the examination. All this time, I was tormented by such despair and regret.
Of course, I've had many sleepless nights of late because I was too busy worrying about the results.
Well, it's no use crying over spilled milk as they used to say. I shall just prepare myself both physically and mentally in case the worst might happened. Only God knows how helpless and insecure I feel.
Ya Allah,please give me the will,the strength and the luck to tide over the next one week. Amin.
Written on: Sunday, August 12, 2007 Time: 11:09 pm
Despite the fact that I've long abandon this blog, I have to admit I still steal glances at it at times. Perhaps it's due to the fact that this blog is over 3 years old and there are memories I'd like to keep so that explains why this blog is alive and kicking.
But I'm not sure myself if this 'shift' is permanent 'cause livejournal still rocks.
So, save all your breath and energy 'cause your method to cajole me to shift back to blogspot will never work. =D
At the moment, I am contemplating whether I should move to LIVEJOURNAL permanently. Despite the fact that livejournal is not as user friendly as blogger, it is far more better than the latter.
In LJ, I can semi-lock my entries with the intention that only my friends can view them which unfortunately, blogger does not provide. In addition, I've always wanted to switch to LJ but I did not have much patience then to tinker with all the new programmes in LJ.
Siiigh. Just so you know, I hate decision-making ok! Pfft...
L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very,very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you can adore.
Whatever happened to all the promises that you had made to me in the course of our relationship? Whatever happened to all the shared visions of life together? Whatever happened to love? I was flung immediately into the deepest abyss of despair and hurt.
Am having an attack of lazyness teeheehee. Prolly will update by tomorrow as of today, I have a NOTEBOOK YAHOOOOOO!
Now, let me just scream again. I am exhilarated, YAHOOOOOOOO!!! (: K bye, I'm going to use my notebook and enjoy the wireless Internet connection. *beams*
Yes, I got into the course I wanted. Yes, I'm contented that I was posted to Biomedical Science. No,I'm not at all happy that I am going into Republic Polytechnic. Yes, am contemplating whether I should appeal.
I'm just sore after constantly hearing from friends and colleagues that RP sucks,worst Polytechnic and also, the local Universities does not recognize the Diplomas. What the hell. I guess I'm coping fine as for now, but I just need to get away from all the "Republic is the worst Poly!". There's so much I can take in a day. I hope you guys understand.
Written on: Wednesday, February 28, 2007 Time: 10:16 pm
L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you can adore
What is it like to be loved? And what is it like to break apart? Is it the same feeling all in all?
We are all living in oblivion. Oblivious to the fact that the happiness in love are just temporary. And it will probably end up a heartache.
I just can't help but to think again. Is love really worth making sacrifices for? When eventually, it feels like a deep stab in your heart. Alot of uncertainty going on and decisions to be made.
Written on: Monday, February 26, 2007 Time: 9:36 pm
Oh what have I gotten myself into?
When I closed my eyes and took your hands,
And we twirl in a mad dance unknown to all.
Flushed, giddy, these eyes reopened.
Only to see our fingers part as you watch me fall.
Knowing the truth does hurt. Another round of tears on the table. Anyone care enough to join me in drowning my sorrows? Sigh. I should stop reaching for something which does not even exist.
I'm really, REALLY tired and feeling a wee bit under the weather. And I just can't be bothered to sit on the computer at times. So... be right back when I feel like it.
Written on: Saturday, February 17, 2007 Time: 12:33 am
It's 12.33am right now and I just came back from work. YAKDUSH!
I loathe it! I'm working everyday next week, with double shift on certain days... And I'll become the 'bar man',adding on to that. Don't ask me why. Ok Arghmad has no life! Bye bebeh! Time to read my novel and then to sleep. I'm really tired.
PS: Yiyang has been bombarding me via MSN Messenger regarding the submission of his JAE application. You see, he was so "busy" that he was unable to apply it by himself, also, his computer broke down so I offered to help him. Now, he's in Malaysia unable to catch a wink. Moreover,he wants a pictorial evidence of the printed JAE application. WTH! That just goes to show that he doesn't trust me at all. So much for being a bestman friend/classmate for 11 years. ):
Written on: Tuesday, February 06, 2007 Time: 11:27 pm
Why oh why am I working on Friday night? After contacting a few of my colleagues, they claimed they had 'stuffs' so unfortunately,I couldn't find anyone to replace me on that day..
..aaaand all of my colleagues (who'll be taking their results as well) are given a day off. Life is so unfair, my friend! ):
Written on: Monday, February 05, 2007 Time: 12:02 am
Missing in action again. Kwang kwang kwang. I just can't be bothered to sit in front of the computer for long during weekdays ranting about work, I tell you. I know it's so annoying when I rant about work so let's just move on with life, shall we?
Half my Saturday was spent at home since I woke up at 1300hours due to exhaustion from work whilst the other half was spent at work. Sadly, I was already feeling lethargic mere minutes after starting work. But just as crappiness of the day set in, what with the side effects of having morning sinus coupled with unreasonable diners being so ever demanding and fussy, thank you Oh Great Colleagues for the buckets of laughters and very lame jokes. (:
Ok next! Sunday! :)
My Sunday was spent in the company of the guy who takes charge and manage the Fish & Co. restaurant at Centrepoint. Yes,a breakfast treat at BreadTalk was the order of the day from Oh Great Rayson, My Manager! (: It was just a mere coincidence that I met him at the lift. He told me that I had looked wan of late, such a far cry from my usual radiant and cheerful self. Its because the release of the results is drawing closer, I replied. I have been busy worrying about the result that I forgot to enjoy the company of the colleagues, supervisors and manager. They never fail to make me smile and laugh at their silly and lame jokes,truth be told. We talked almost everything under the sun during the whole 15 minutes at BreadTalk, that for a second, it totally slipped off my mind that he was my manager. After having the two half boiled eggs, a big kaya toast and a cup of hot tea I was already very full. Certainly, I did thanked my manager for the breakfast treat and he also gave me a few words of encouragement! A caring & thoughtful manager, I say. That was one of the best and huge breakfast I had so far for 2007. Hurhurhur! q;
And Praise God that I did not make any major blunders at the bar today albeit forgetting how to make Garden Salad! :/ Adding on, I am still a tad too slow (not as in slow memory but slow pace) lar.
After work, I was somehow forced to go to KFC with Fiza and AQY. Aaaand, the latter is quitting soon! wth. Her ultimate reason for quitting was because she just want to stay home so she can watch her Korean Dramas with no worry in the world!
After KFC, the two ladies went home while I went over to my relative's at Chua Chu Kang to celebrate my brother's belated tenth birthday. My uncle brought back home made brownies which was heavenly although I have to admit it will unleash hell onto my dying throat after having 7 of them! q;
Written on: Monday, January 29, 2007 Time: 11:45 pm
It is only a week to go before the release of the results. I may have taken the examination two months ago, but the feelings of insecurity and anxiety had not diminished with time. After sitting for the examintaion, I had initially felt a huge burden lifted off my shoulders that it was all over and even told myself that it did not really matter how I did since I had done my best.
But the conviction soon disappeared as I now began to reflect on my performance in the examination. Time stretched quickly before me and I began to berate myself for not having started the revision earlier. In my mind, I kept replaying the examination. All this time, I was tormented by such despair and regret.
Of course, I've had many sleepless nights of late because I was too busy worrying about the results.
Well, it's no use crying over spilled milk as they used to say. I shall just prepare myself both physically and mentally in case the worst might happened. Only God knows how helpless and insecure I feel.
Ya Allah,please give me the will,the strength and the luck to tide over the next one week. Amin.
