Written on: Monday, January 29, 2007 Time: 11:45 pm
It is only a week to go before the release of the results. I may have taken the examination two months ago, but the feelings of insecurity and anxiety had not diminished with time. After sitting for the examintaion, I had initially felt a huge burden lifted off my shoulders that it was all over and even told myself that it did not really matter how I did since I had done my best.
But the conviction soon disappeared as I now began to reflect on my performance in the examination. Time stretched quickly before me and I began to berate myself for not having started the revision earlier. In my mind, I kept replaying the examination. All this time, I was tormented by such despair and regret.
Of course, I've had many sleepless nights of late because I was too busy worrying about the results.
Well, it's no use crying over spilled milk as they used to say. I shall just prepare myself both physically and mentally in case the worst might happened. Only God knows how helpless and insecure I feel.
Ya Allah,please give me the will,the strength and the luck to tide over the next one week. Amin.
Written on: Monday, January 29, 2007 Time: 11:45 pm
It is only a week to go before the release of the results. I may have taken the examination two months ago, but the feelings of insecurity and anxiety had not diminished with time. After sitting for the examintaion, I had initially felt a huge burden lifted off my shoulders that it was all over and even told myself that it did not really matter how I did since I had done my best.
But the conviction soon disappeared as I now began to reflect on my performance in the examination. Time stretched quickly before me and I began to berate myself for not having started the revision earlier. In my mind, I kept replaying the examination. All this time, I was tormented by such despair and regret.
Of course, I've had many sleepless nights of late because I was too busy worrying about the results.
Well, it's no use crying over spilled milk as they used to say. I shall just prepare myself both physically and mentally in case the worst might happened. Only God knows how helpless and insecure I feel.
Ya Allah,please give me the will,the strength and the luck to tide over the next one week. Amin.
