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Written on: Saturday, March 25, 2006
Time: 11:39 pm

my day started on a sombre note.
the minute i woke up from my full night's sleep,the depressing incident that happened yesterday struck me.
there was no way i could get that out of my mind.

i managed to gather all my guts, hoping that i could rehearse.
but i was merely sitting on my bed, staring in deep thoughts at the script.
remenisce of the past came back.
it brought me a weak smile.

it happened 3 weeks ago where i was preparing for my exams when mdm tan came looking for us in our class just to bring us the good news.
we were overwhelmed.
she told us to meet her after school in the library.
i was reluctant at first as i'll be sitting for my math paper the next day.
however,i sacrificed.
term 2 started and we were truly agog to start with the rehearals.
we stayed back after school almost everyday this week to come up with a script.
we practised,rehearsed till a few of us fall sick but we never complain.

it was the first combine rehearsal yesterday and we did not expect the worst to happen.
all our hard work and sweat came to nought.

i tried to rehearse again but rather i was merely sitting on my bed staring out at the window hoping that my friends were fine.
then,i was biting my lips as i tried to hold back my sobs.
but, tears flowed down my cheeks seemed to be an endless river.
getting away from the script was the only way to end my tears...

but i finally managed to rehearse.
i vowed that i will do my very best on behalf of them.
they wished me luck yesterday and thus i will not let anything or anyone to come between me and my emcee-ing.



it was really heartbreaking for them and also for me...
)'=

i'm still sitting by the window waiting for some brainwave to hit me.
but its obvious that i'm out of words...
ohwell...
damn these bullshit!!