Gosh! it didn't even cross my mind that today's TUESDAY! i thought it was monday... 0_o it's so practically dumb of me. well,that's what happens to me when i spend my whole day rotting at home. (= *big sigh*
my days are filled with only sourness to add on the list.
everything around me took on a dazzling brightness. my head started pounding as if there was someone using a large sledgehammer to knock at it. my mind swirled in a confusion of numbing fear as my hands started to turn clammy. though its totally not my fault but the pain is so unbearable. she just wants me to help her with her studies.(i don't mind that) but she would just shove me away after class and leave me for him. NO! i'm not jealous at all.but she treats me as her tissue paper where she could just dump it on the dustbin after use.
how would you feel when your friend just left you?!
when i was away for 2 periods during the PREFECTS' INVESTITURE week,i thought she would take my homework with her but i was wrong. my other friend whom i regard as only a close friend took it for me instead. but my BEST FRIEND just wouldn't even remember about me! another occassion was whereby our best friend was absent and she didn't even bother to keep it for her...instead she ask Mr Y. if she could keep it for WEIJIE! whose weijie? her best friend was absent and she don't even ask about her worksheet.
is this what you call TRUE FRIENDSHIP?!
and i don't understand why she just wouldn't let me sit with yiyang or anyone in the class.
we were arranging our tables after the exam on Friday.i sat with Belinda. she was sitting with ****. without any hestitation,she quickly ask belinda to move away. and SHE JUST LEFT **** alone... WTF? her best friend was sitting alone and she could abandon her just for ME?!!!
i don't fucking understand her!
its no use jotting down all my agony and pain here as none of you would understand.
whatever i do doesn't seems right to me and no matter how hard i try to groove myself on my MP3 playing Fall Out Boys and Relient K,it still doesn't get away. ARGH! someone save me from this agony.
i so hate consequences.and i'm running from you is what my best defense is....
anw,since i was so frigging bored at home i join some fanlistings. YOOHOO.
Gosh! it didn't even cross my mind that today's TUESDAY! i thought it was monday... 0_o it's so practically dumb of me. well,that's what happens to me when i spend my whole day rotting at home. (= *big sigh*
my days are filled with only sourness to add on the list.
everything around me took on a dazzling brightness. my head started pounding as if there was someone using a large sledgehammer to knock at it. my mind swirled in a confusion of numbing fear as my hands started to turn clammy. though its totally not my fault but the pain is so unbearable. she just wants me to help her with her studies.(i don't mind that) but she would just shove me away after class and leave me for him. NO! i'm not jealous at all.but she treats me as her tissue paper where she could just dump it on the dustbin after use.
how would you feel when your friend just left you?!
when i was away for 2 periods during the PREFECTS' INVESTITURE week,i thought she would take my homework with her but i was wrong. my other friend whom i regard as only a close friend took it for me instead. but my BEST FRIEND just wouldn't even remember about me! another occassion was whereby our best friend was absent and she didn't even bother to keep it for her...instead she ask Mr Y. if she could keep it for WEIJIE! whose weijie? her best friend was absent and she don't even ask about her worksheet.
is this what you call TRUE FRIENDSHIP?!
and i don't understand why she just wouldn't let me sit with yiyang or anyone in the class.
we were arranging our tables after the exam on Friday.i sat with Belinda. she was sitting with ****. without any hestitation,she quickly ask belinda to move away. and SHE JUST LEFT **** alone... WTF? her best friend was sitting alone and she could abandon her just for ME?!!!
i don't fucking understand her!
its no use jotting down all my agony and pain here as none of you would understand.
whatever i do doesn't seems right to me and no matter how hard i try to groove myself on my MP3 playing Fall Out Boys and Relient K,it still doesn't get away. ARGH! someone save me from this agony.
i so hate consequences.and i'm running from you is what my best defense is....
anw,since i was so frigging bored at home i join some fanlistings. YOOHOO.
