I AM SO UBER DEPRESSED! JUST DON'T ASK. I'M DEPRESSED OKAY.
ON THE OTHER HAND, MY GROUP HAS MOVED MDM TAN ALMOST TO TEARS(I GUESS) AND WE WON. ITS SO UNEXPECTED.ESPECIALLY WHEN THE OTHER GROUP HAS MORE POINTS. BUT WE JUST WON!!
I'M COUNFUSED WHETHER SHOULD I SMILE OR CRY. I'M HAVING MIXED FEELINGS.
OKAY.I GUESS I NEED TO HURL OUT ALL SOME OF MY MISERY THAT IS LEFT INSIDE OF ME. ITS KILLING ME!
ITS NOT EASY TO BE A PREFECT. I HAVE TO DO MY JOB AS A PREFECT BUT IT SEEMS THAT MOST OF THE STUDENTS JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND OUR SITUATION WE'RE HAVING. FOR INSTANCE,I CAUGHT SOME STUDENTS HIDING INSIDE OF THE CLASS WHICH THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO SO. I'VE CAUGHT THEM SEVERAL TIMES...TOLD THEM NICELY NOT TO DO IT AGAIN.. UNTIL ONE DAY,THE HEAD AND VICE-HEADS PREFECTS' CAUGHT THEM RED-HANDED AND SENT THEM TO THE DISCIPLINE MISTRESS. I SAW ONE OF THEM THE OTHER DAY... I GAVE HER A WEAK SMILE BUT SHE GAVE ME HER ROLL EYES.. WTF? AM I AT FAULT FOR SABOTAGING HER? I'VE TOLD HER UMPTEEN TIMES BUT SHE JUST WOULDN'T WANT TO LISTEN AND TOOK MY NICE WORDS FOR GRANTED. I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND. I'VE NEVER SHOUTED AT ANY STUDENTS BEFORE. INSTEAD I WILL TELL THEM NICELY... BUT FREQUENTLY..IT DOESN'T WORKS OUT! SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IF EVERYTHING DOESN'T WORKS OUT?! AND I BLOODY HATE PEOPLE WHO KEPT GLARING AT ME FOR NO REASON. I JUST FEEL LIKE SHOUTING AT THEM.. I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING..SERIOUSLY.
OKAY.I NEED TO COOL DOWN. BUT HOW? I JUST LOATHE ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING TO ME RIGHT NOW.
I MAY LOOK HAPPY BUT YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW WHAT AM I HIDING INSIDE. SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS MISERY PLEASE.. )'=
IF ONLY THEY KNEW HOW MISERY LIFE IS...
depressing.
Written on: Friday, March 03, 2006 Time: 10:55 pm
I AM SO UBER DEPRESSED! JUST DON'T ASK. I'M DEPRESSED OKAY.
ON THE OTHER HAND, MY GROUP HAS MOVED MDM TAN ALMOST TO TEARS(I GUESS) AND WE WON. ITS SO UNEXPECTED.ESPECIALLY WHEN THE OTHER GROUP HAS MORE POINTS. BUT WE JUST WON!!
I'M COUNFUSED WHETHER SHOULD I SMILE OR CRY. I'M HAVING MIXED FEELINGS.
OKAY.I GUESS I NEED TO HURL OUT ALL SOME OF MY MISERY THAT IS LEFT INSIDE OF ME. ITS KILLING ME!
ITS NOT EASY TO BE A PREFECT. I HAVE TO DO MY JOB AS A PREFECT BUT IT SEEMS THAT MOST OF THE STUDENTS JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND OUR SITUATION WE'RE HAVING. FOR INSTANCE,I CAUGHT SOME STUDENTS HIDING INSIDE OF THE CLASS WHICH THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO SO. I'VE CAUGHT THEM SEVERAL TIMES...TOLD THEM NICELY NOT TO DO IT AGAIN.. UNTIL ONE DAY,THE HEAD AND VICE-HEADS PREFECTS' CAUGHT THEM RED-HANDED AND SENT THEM TO THE DISCIPLINE MISTRESS. I SAW ONE OF THEM THE OTHER DAY... I GAVE HER A WEAK SMILE BUT SHE GAVE ME HER ROLL EYES.. WTF? AM I AT FAULT FOR SABOTAGING HER? I'VE TOLD HER UMPTEEN TIMES BUT SHE JUST WOULDN'T WANT TO LISTEN AND TOOK MY NICE WORDS FOR GRANTED. I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND. I'VE NEVER SHOUTED AT ANY STUDENTS BEFORE. INSTEAD I WILL TELL THEM NICELY... BUT FREQUENTLY..IT DOESN'T WORKS OUT! SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IF EVERYTHING DOESN'T WORKS OUT?! AND I BLOODY HATE PEOPLE WHO KEPT GLARING AT ME FOR NO REASON. I JUST FEEL LIKE SHOUTING AT THEM.. I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING..SERIOUSLY.
OKAY.I NEED TO COOL DOWN. BUT HOW? I JUST LOATHE ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING TO ME RIGHT NOW.
I MAY LOOK HAPPY BUT YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW WHAT AM I HIDING INSIDE. SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS MISERY PLEASE.. )'=
