Written on: Thursday, February 16, 2006 Time: 10:00 pm
SOMETIMES I WONDER IF FRIENDS ARE REALLY THERE TO GUIDE US ALONGSIDE WITH THEM OR IS IT JUST FRIENDS FOR THE SAKE OF HAVING FRIENDS.. HMM.THIS MATTER ALWAYS STRUCK MY MIND.. I HAVE TO THANK GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO HAVE FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND ME. SOME OF MY PAST-TENSE FRIENDS WOULD TREAT ME DIFFERENTLY AS I'M A BIT 'DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS'. I WOULD PONDER ALONE.... THINKING ABOUT WHY AM I DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. IS IT BECAUSE I OWED SOMETHING IN MY PAST LIFE..? IS IT DUE TO SOME LACK OF "RIGHT" HORMONES...? IS IT BECAUSE I VOLUNTARILY ACTED THIS WAY...? I'M CLUELESS MYSELF.. I WOULD GET THIS STARES AND GLARES FROM STRANGERS OR EVEN MY SCHOOLMATES. I'M NOT BORN YESTERDAY OKAY. THEY MIGHT BE MOCKING AT ME INSIDE OF THEM FOR BEING A BIT 'DIFFERENT'. I DO NOT WISH TO POUR EVERYTHING HERE. IF I DO,IT ISN'T PERSONAL ANYMORE... I HAVE BEEN WONDERING, PONDERING, AND THINKING ABOUT THESE FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.. ALL I ASK FOR IS FOR THEM TO UNDERSTAND ME AND TAKE ME AS A NORMAL PERSON. ITS ALSO THE SAME FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERING FROM PHYSICAL DISABILITIES. THEY'RE JUST ASKING PEOPLE TO APPRECIATE THEM AND TREAT THEM NORMALLY. I JUST HOPE TO GET LESSER GLARES AND STARES...
AND I'M REALLY HONOURED TO HAVE FRIENDS WHO REALLY DOESN'T MATTER ABOUT MY 'DISABILITIES'. THEY LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM. AND I'M NOT GONNA LET OTHERS RUIN MY LIFE JUST BECAUSE OF THIS.. I'M GONNA STAND WITH MY FEET FIRMLY GLUED TO THE GROUND AND PERSEVERE TILL THE VERY END! ((( :
GOSH! IT JUST DAMPENS MY MOOD WRITING ABOUT THIS WORRY I'M HAVING WITH ME.. OKAY..I HAVE TO DIGRESS!
I'M COPING WELL WITH MY STUDIES.. BUT I'VE YET TO ACCOMPLISH SOME OF MY PROMISE... I'VE BEEN STAYING BACK LATE MOST OF THE DAYS... NOT IN SCHOOL TO DO HOMEWORK BUT WANDERING AROUND B.P PLAZA. I SHOULD END THIS... COMMON TEST IS COMING...AND I HAVE TO DO WELL FOR IT. I'M TAKING THIS TEST TO GAUGE WHETHER I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK. I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE MY WAY... OH..PHYSICS IS GETTING VERY VERY VERY DRY. THE REASON IS OWING TO THE TEACHER WHO DOESN'T REALLY TEACH IN CLASS.... HMM.HE GOES TOO FAST FOR US TO CATCH UP. WE HAD DOUBLE PERIOD OF PHY TODAY. HE WENT THROUGH SOUND WORKSHEETS WITH US WHICH WE(THE WHOLE CLASS) CAN BARELY UNDERSTAND A THING... FIRSTLY,HE'S GOING TOO FAST. SECONDLY,HE READ THE QUESTIONS WITH US,EXPLAIN A BIT AND THEN VOILA,EXPECT US TO DO THE QUESTION. THIRDLY,HE CAN HARDLY TEACH I MUST SAY.. THE WHOLE CLASS WAS JUST STARING INTO SPACES WHILE HE WAS TEACHING. I ASKED THEM IF THEY COULD UNDERSTAND,THEY SHOOKED THEIR HEADS. TSK TSK. AND I'M GOING TO DEPEND ON MY NOTES AND MS Y. NOTES. I WONDER WHY SHE DIDN'T TAKE OUR CLASS THIS YEAR. IT SUCKS CAN TO HAVE A TEACHER WHO CAN HARDLY TEACH!!! NO NO! LET ME PUT IT NICELY. IT SUCKS TO HAVE A TEACHER WHO CAN HARDLY MAKE HIS/HER STUDENTS UNDERSTAND. ITS A TOUGH JOB FOR TEACHERS!!
ITS ALMOST 10.40PM AND I'M STILL GLUED HERE. I CAUGHT A SHORT FORTY-WINKS JUST NOW AND I WAS REJUVENATED. THEN I STUDIED BIO....
OKOK,ITS GETTING TOO WORDY HERE!! TATAS... : D
worries...
Written on: Thursday, February 16, 2006 Time: 10:00 pm
SOMETIMES I WONDER IF FRIENDS ARE REALLY THERE TO GUIDE US ALONGSIDE WITH THEM OR IS IT JUST FRIENDS FOR THE SAKE OF HAVING FRIENDS.. HMM.THIS MATTER ALWAYS STRUCK MY MIND.. I HAVE TO THANK GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO HAVE FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND ME. SOME OF MY PAST-TENSE FRIENDS WOULD TREAT ME DIFFERENTLY AS I'M A BIT 'DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS'. I WOULD PONDER ALONE.... THINKING ABOUT WHY AM I DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. IS IT BECAUSE I OWED SOMETHING IN MY PAST LIFE..? IS IT DUE TO SOME LACK OF "RIGHT" HORMONES...? IS IT BECAUSE I VOLUNTARILY ACTED THIS WAY...? I'M CLUELESS MYSELF.. I WOULD GET THIS STARES AND GLARES FROM STRANGERS OR EVEN MY SCHOOLMATES. I'M NOT BORN YESTERDAY OKAY. THEY MIGHT BE MOCKING AT ME INSIDE OF THEM FOR BEING A BIT 'DIFFERENT'. I DO NOT WISH TO POUR EVERYTHING HERE. IF I DO,IT ISN'T PERSONAL ANYMORE... I HAVE BEEN WONDERING, PONDERING, AND THINKING ABOUT THESE FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.. ALL I ASK FOR IS FOR THEM TO UNDERSTAND ME AND TAKE ME AS A NORMAL PERSON. ITS ALSO THE SAME FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERING FROM PHYSICAL DISABILITIES. THEY'RE JUST ASKING PEOPLE TO APPRECIATE THEM AND TREAT THEM NORMALLY. I JUST HOPE TO GET LESSER GLARES AND STARES...
AND I'M REALLY HONOURED TO HAVE FRIENDS WHO REALLY DOESN'T MATTER ABOUT MY 'DISABILITIES'. THEY LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM. AND I'M NOT GONNA LET OTHERS RUIN MY LIFE JUST BECAUSE OF THIS.. I'M GONNA STAND WITH MY FEET FIRMLY GLUED TO THE GROUND AND PERSEVERE TILL THE VERY END! ((( :
GOSH! IT JUST DAMPENS MY MOOD WRITING ABOUT THIS WORRY I'M HAVING WITH ME.. OKAY..I HAVE TO DIGRESS!
I'M COPING WELL WITH MY STUDIES.. BUT I'VE YET TO ACCOMPLISH SOME OF MY PROMISE... I'VE BEEN STAYING BACK LATE MOST OF THE DAYS... NOT IN SCHOOL TO DO HOMEWORK BUT WANDERING AROUND B.P PLAZA. I SHOULD END THIS... COMMON TEST IS COMING...AND I HAVE TO DO WELL FOR IT. I'M TAKING THIS TEST TO GAUGE WHETHER I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK. I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE MY WAY... OH..PHYSICS IS GETTING VERY VERY VERY DRY. THE REASON IS OWING TO THE TEACHER WHO DOESN'T REALLY TEACH IN CLASS.... HMM.HE GOES TOO FAST FOR US TO CATCH UP. WE HAD DOUBLE PERIOD OF PHY TODAY. HE WENT THROUGH SOUND WORKSHEETS WITH US WHICH WE(THE WHOLE CLASS) CAN BARELY UNDERSTAND A THING... FIRSTLY,HE'S GOING TOO FAST. SECONDLY,HE READ THE QUESTIONS WITH US,EXPLAIN A BIT AND THEN VOILA,EXPECT US TO DO THE QUESTION. THIRDLY,HE CAN HARDLY TEACH I MUST SAY.. THE WHOLE CLASS WAS JUST STARING INTO SPACES WHILE HE WAS TEACHING. I ASKED THEM IF THEY COULD UNDERSTAND,THEY SHOOKED THEIR HEADS. TSK TSK. AND I'M GOING TO DEPEND ON MY NOTES AND MS Y. NOTES. I WONDER WHY SHE DIDN'T TAKE OUR CLASS THIS YEAR. IT SUCKS CAN TO HAVE A TEACHER WHO CAN HARDLY TEACH!!! NO NO! LET ME PUT IT NICELY. IT SUCKS TO HAVE A TEACHER WHO CAN HARDLY MAKE HIS/HER STUDENTS UNDERSTAND. ITS A TOUGH JOB FOR TEACHERS!!
ITS ALMOST 10.40PM AND I'M STILL GLUED HERE. I CAUGHT A SHORT FORTY-WINKS JUST NOW AND I WAS REJUVENATED. THEN I STUDIED BIO....
