do i have AP?
Written on: Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Time: 9:20 pm
WHAT THE HELL?!Time: 9:20 pm
DO I REALLY HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEM?
GOSH!
AM I NOT PAYING ATTENTION DURING MATH?
OR DOES HE THINKS I'M IN A DAZE DURING HIS LESSON?
OR HE JUST HATES ME??
I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER.
MAYBE HE'S DISAPPOINTED IN ME AS I ALWAYS HAND IN HIS HW RATHER LATE.
I DID HIS WORK.I PAID ATTENTION.I UNDERSTOOD HIM.
WHAT ELSE DOES HE WANTS FROM ME?
IS HE EXPECTING SOMETHING FROM ME?
I REALLY DON'T KNOW.
WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS HE COMMENTED ON MY FILE WITH HIS USUAL SARCASTIC REMARKS!
"AHMAD,
ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOUR WORK? AND ARE YOU READY FOR YOU O LEVELS?
BOTH MINDSET AND ATTITUDE."
?!!!
WTH?!! IS THERE SOME PROBLEM WITH MY ATTITUDE??
OKAY.YES I DO HATE HIM BUT I TRIED NOT TO THINK ABOUT THAT DURING HIS LESSON.
MAYBE MY MINDSET IS STILL NOT READY? BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE MEANT WITH THE LATTER??!
I'M FRUSTRATED!
BEING BOTH A STUDENT AND A LEADER IN THE SCHOOL IS DAMN TOUGH.
TEACHERS WILL BE EXPECTING SOMETHING FROM US.
AND WORST STILL.THEY'LL BE PRESSURISING US TO DO GOOD.
:/
HMMM.I THINK I NEED TUITION FOR MATH!
GOD!GOD!GOD!GOD!GOD!GOD!
I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT WHAT HE HAD JUST COMMENTED ON MY FILE SINCE MORNING!
WELL.I'VE JUST EXPRESSING MY THOUGHTS HERE!
ITS A BURDEN TO KEEP IT INSIDE..
I AM NOT FEELING ANY BETTER.
I NEED TO HAVE AMPLE REST.
HAVING GEO TEST TMR!
=.=
:/ :/ :/