Written on: Sunday, January 22, 2006 Time: 9:56 pm
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS BUT I ALREADY ASKED HER. YES.DON'T ACT BLUR,OKAY! ISN'T IT FAST? I JUST SAID THAT I WAS NOT READY YESTERDAY. HAH. ;P WELL,I'VE NOT GOTTEN THE ANSWER YET AS SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE NEEDS TO THINK THROUGH. WELL I CAN ACCEPT THAT. I'M FEELING SO JITTERY NOW AND I'M SCARED.REALLY. ITS NOT MY FIRST TIME THAT I'LL BE DITCHED BUT SAYING THOSE 4 WORDS - "WILL YOU BE MINE?" IS SO TOUGH! I NEED TO BE MENTALLY PREPARED.. HAHA.. HMM.I'VE BEEN ASKING MYSELF. AM I REALLY SERIOUS? IF I'M NOT THEN IT'LL BE SO WASTE OF MY TIME. ARG! OKAY.THATS WHAT I DON'T LIKE ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS. ON THE CONTRARY,I'M SO LONELY. I NEED TO HAVE AN ANSWER FOR MYSELF TOO. (=
OKAY.I WAS ROTTING THE WHOLE DAY. WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING ON A SUNDAY IS SO SHITTY! MY BRO WAS USING THE COMP AND I WAS AWOKEN BY THE NOISE POLLUTION! TOO BAD MY BEDROOM'S LOCK IS SPOILED. I WOULD HAVE LOCKED MYSELF UP THEN!! THE WHOLE MORNING WAS SIMPLY WASTED BY HOGGING ON THE COMPUTER! AFTERNOON CAME.DID MY MATH. I'M SO HELPLESS. AHMAD.PULL UP YOUR SOCKS!! SERIOUSLY,I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH MY SEC5 LIFE. ITS SO DIFFERENT FROM SEC4NA. LIFE USED TO BE SO SLACK LAST YEAR BUT THIS YEAR SOMEHOW EVERYONE'S RUSHING AND MORE DEMADING. I SIMPLY HATE THE WORD 'DEMANDING'! IT STRESSES ME OUT! I MAY BE ALL SMILES IN SCHOOL BUT YOU MIGHT NEVER KNOW WHATS HIDDEN IN MY SMILES?!! HELP!!(FADING SOFTLY) DID MY ENGLISH AND MALAY.BUT I WAS IN NO MOOD! WTF? I WAS SIMPLY LAZY. YES.LAZY! FUCK IT. SCHOOL'S GONNA BE AS PER NORMAL TOMORROW. HOW I WISH THERE WERE 8 DAYS!? MAYBE,WE'LL HAVE ANOTHER WEEKEND! HOW I LOVE SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS!!!!
ON THE CONTRARY....... ARGGGGGHHHH!! I FEEL LIKE I'M A STRESSED KID IN A 1LITRE BOTTLE FILLED WITH BOOKS SUFFOCATING. I SHOUTED FOR HELP BUT NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO HEAR ME. I'M ENCLOSED.HOW TO?? I PROMISED MYSELF TO READ MY BIO AND PHY TEXTBOOKS BUT TILL NOW.MY PROMISED HAS NOT BEEN FULFILLED. SAME APPLIES FOR MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION. NO USE MAKING ONE IF WE'RE GONNA DUMPED THEM ANYWAY.
I'M TRYING NOT TO HURL ANY VILGARITIES HERE.. SOMEWHAT IT SHOWS THAT I'M NOT CIVILISED!
OKAY.I'M REAL STRESSED OUT. I'LL BE OKAY TOMORROW.I GUESS. I'M NOT GONNA STAY BACK LATE AFTER SCHOOL TOMORROW EVEN IF THERE'S CNY REHEARSALS GOING ON. I'M NOT INVOLVED IN THE PLAY. AND I DON'T WISH TO STAY BACK LATE.
yes! i did it!!
Written on: Sunday, January 22, 2006 Time: 9:56 pm
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS BUT I ALREADY ASKED HER. YES.DON'T ACT BLUR,OKAY! ISN'T IT FAST? I JUST SAID THAT I WAS NOT READY YESTERDAY. HAH. ;P WELL,I'VE NOT GOTTEN THE ANSWER YET AS SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE NEEDS TO THINK THROUGH. WELL I CAN ACCEPT THAT. I'M FEELING SO JITTERY NOW AND I'M SCARED.REALLY. ITS NOT MY FIRST TIME THAT I'LL BE DITCHED BUT SAYING THOSE 4 WORDS - "WILL YOU BE MINE?" IS SO TOUGH! I NEED TO BE MENTALLY PREPARED.. HAHA.. HMM.I'VE BEEN ASKING MYSELF. AM I REALLY SERIOUS? IF I'M NOT THEN IT'LL BE SO WASTE OF MY TIME. ARG! OKAY.THATS WHAT I DON'T LIKE ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS. ON THE CONTRARY,I'M SO LONELY. I NEED TO HAVE AN ANSWER FOR MYSELF TOO. (=
OKAY.I WAS ROTTING THE WHOLE DAY. WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING ON A SUNDAY IS SO SHITTY! MY BRO WAS USING THE COMP AND I WAS AWOKEN BY THE NOISE POLLUTION! TOO BAD MY BEDROOM'S LOCK IS SPOILED. I WOULD HAVE LOCKED MYSELF UP THEN!! THE WHOLE MORNING WAS SIMPLY WASTED BY HOGGING ON THE COMPUTER! AFTERNOON CAME.DID MY MATH. I'M SO HELPLESS. AHMAD.PULL UP YOUR SOCKS!! SERIOUSLY,I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH MY SEC5 LIFE. ITS SO DIFFERENT FROM SEC4NA. LIFE USED TO BE SO SLACK LAST YEAR BUT THIS YEAR SOMEHOW EVERYONE'S RUSHING AND MORE DEMADING. I SIMPLY HATE THE WORD 'DEMANDING'! IT STRESSES ME OUT! I MAY BE ALL SMILES IN SCHOOL BUT YOU MIGHT NEVER KNOW WHATS HIDDEN IN MY SMILES?!! HELP!!(FADING SOFTLY) DID MY ENGLISH AND MALAY.BUT I WAS IN NO MOOD! WTF? I WAS SIMPLY LAZY. YES.LAZY! FUCK IT. SCHOOL'S GONNA BE AS PER NORMAL TOMORROW. HOW I WISH THERE WERE 8 DAYS!? MAYBE,WE'LL HAVE ANOTHER WEEKEND! HOW I LOVE SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS!!!!
ON THE CONTRARY....... ARGGGGGHHHH!! I FEEL LIKE I'M A STRESSED KID IN A 1LITRE BOTTLE FILLED WITH BOOKS SUFFOCATING. I SHOUTED FOR HELP BUT NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO HEAR ME. I'M ENCLOSED.HOW TO?? I PROMISED MYSELF TO READ MY BIO AND PHY TEXTBOOKS BUT TILL NOW.MY PROMISED HAS NOT BEEN FULFILLED. SAME APPLIES FOR MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION. NO USE MAKING ONE IF WE'RE GONNA DUMPED THEM ANYWAY.
I'M TRYING NOT TO HURL ANY VILGARITIES HERE.. SOMEWHAT IT SHOWS THAT I'M NOT CIVILISED!
OKAY.I'M REAL STRESSED OUT. I'LL BE OKAY TOMORROW.I GUESS. I'M NOT GONNA STAY BACK LATE AFTER SCHOOL TOMORROW EVEN IF THERE'S CNY REHEARSALS GOING ON. I'M NOT INVOLVED IN THE PLAY. AND I DON'T WISH TO STAY BACK LATE.
