stress-free day
Written on: Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Time: 9:03 pm
I RECEIVED HER SMS EARLY IN THE MORNING.Time: 9:03 pm
IT WAS NOT AN ANSWER WHICH EVERY GUY WOULD EXPECT.
BUT I ACCEPT IT WITH SINCERITY.
WELL.SHE SAID THAT HER PAST KEPT HAUNTING HER AND SHE'S SOMEHOW AFRAID THAT HISTORY WILL REPEAT ITSELF LIKE WHAT SHE HAD SUFFERED DURING THE DAYS SHE WAS WITH HER EX.
SHE ALSO SAID IN THAT MESSAGE THAT SHE'S NOT READY FOR ANY RELATIONSHIPS AND SHE DON'T WANT ANY COMMITMENT YET.
SHE WANNA STAY AS FREE AS A BIRD.
WELL.FRANKLY SPEAKING.I'M NOT A TEENY-WEENY HEARTBROKEN.
OKOK.I SHALL TELL THE TRUTH INSTEAD OF DELUDING MYSELF.
I AM A BIT HURT AND SAD THOUGH.
ITS NOT THE HURT THAT HURTS SO MUCH.
'CAUSE I KNOW I'M STILL NOT READY FOR ANY RELATIONSHIPS YET.
I LOVE MY SINGLE LIFE.
YES!! ( :
SO WHY DID I ASK HER THEN?
'CAUSE I'M AFRAID IF I WAIT ANY LONGER SHE'LL BE TAKEN AND I'LL LOSE MY CHANCE BUT NOW I REALISE THAT I WILL NOT LOSE A CHANCE IN LOSING HER 'CAUSE I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON HER.
I WANNA BE CLOSER WITH HER AS DAYS PASS.
AND SAD 'CAUSE HER PAST KEPT HAUNTING HER AND ITS NOT GOOD TO DWELL ON HER PAST.
I THINK SHE NEEDS TO MOVE ON WITH HER LIFE AND FORGET ABOUT HER PAST.
SIGH.
WELL.I'M STILL AS HAPPY LIKE I USED TO BE!! : D
OKAY.SCHOOL WAS NOT SO STRESSED TODAY.
BUT AGAIN.ITS HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND THE CUMULATIVE FREQUENCY AND HISTOGRAM.
CRAP!
SO AFTER SCHOOL.WENT TO BP PLAZA WITH THINASS AND DUBBIE.
I HAD MY LUNCH AT KFC AS I'M HAVING MY PREFECTS' DUTY AND I'VE NO TIME TO GRAB A BITE DURING RECESS.
I SKIPPED A WEEK... HEH HEH ;P
THEN CHINGY CAME WITH A GUY.
AND SO WE TALK COCK!
YES.I JUST LOVE TO TALK COCK.
ITS SO FUN!!! XD
UNFORTUNATELY,WE HAVE TO END OUR 'TALK COCK' AS I NEED TO LEAVE EARLY.
BACK HOME.MESSAGED THINASS ABOUT GUYS THANG!
(WHAT DO GUYS HAVE TO TALK ABOUT???)
WHAKAKAKAKA..
ITS FOR YOU TO FIND OUT AND FOR ME TO KNOW. ( ;
WE SHARED OUR SECRETS. MUAHAHAHAHA.
SO FUN!! :D
I'M LOVIN' IT!!
HEH HEH HEH.
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF TODAY!!
I'VE DONE MY CUMULATIVE FREQUENCY H/W AND THE OTHER ASSIGNMENT..HAS STILL YET TO BE DONE.(:
WHATS MORE SHOCKING IS THAT I REVISED MY BIO!!!!
XDDDDD
WOOHOO..
READ ABOUT NERVOUS SYSTEM.UNDERSTAND THEM AND REMEMBER THOSE IMPORTANT WORDS AND FACTS!
BUT I ONLY REVISED 2 PAGES..
HEH
ITS AN ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME ALREADY OKAY!!!
AND YEAH.BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORRROW.
SIGH.
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