Written on: Thursday, January 19, 2006 Time: 6:26 pm
SHIT SHIT SHIT! I'M SO SHITTAYE NOW. WHY AM I SO GULLIBLE? I'VE BEEN TOO TRUSTING. WHATEVER MY FRIEND SAYS I WILL TRUST EVEN THOUGH ITS SOME KIND OF A JOKE. WTF? WHY AM I ALWAYS SO SERIOUS?? OK,SO WHAT HAPPENED? NOT TO MENTION HERE BUT SOMEONE JUST PUNK-ED ME AND FOR GODS SAKE..I TOOK HIS WORDS.. ARG! OK,MAYBE ITS MY FAULT FOR BEING TOO GULLIBLE BUT HELLO, I LOATHE PEOPLE WHO LIED TO ME. LIKE DUH~ OK,I AM TOO SOFT HEARTED AND GULLIBLE.. ARGGGHHHHHH!! DO YOU THINK WILL I EVER BELIEVE SOMEONE AGAIN AFTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED? SHRUGGED//
ON THE OTHER HAND,I FEEL SO LONELY. I NEED A COMPANION.. SOMEONE WHOM I CAN TALK TOO WHEN I'M DOWN OR ALONE. SOMEONE WHO WILL HUG ME WHEN I'M LOST. SOMEONE WHO WILL BE BY MY SIDE FOREVER.
I'M NOT BEING MYSELF.REALLY. SAYING ALL THESE MUSHY STUFFS. URG! BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. IN CLASS,I HAD A 'DISCUSSION' WITH NAD AND JU. AND I TOLD THEM HOW I FELT. THEY KNOW HOW I FEEL.BEING ALONE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE. SIGH. I HAD A CRUSH ON NAD'S COUSIN.. AND WE'VE BEEN KNOWING EACH OTHER FOR MORE THAN A YEAR BUT STILL NO SPARKS. (YEAH RIGHT!) ANYHOOS,THE GIRLS ASKED ME TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE BUT AS AN EXCUSE,ALL I COULD SAY WAS JUST THAT I WAS AFRAID I WOULD BE DITCHED AND THUS HURT MY FEELINGS.. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE DITCHED AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THAT AGAIN.. BUT SOMEHOW.YEAH.I NEED SOMEONE NOW! LOL..OKAY..I'M 16 GOING 17 AND DUH,I'VE GOT RAGING HORMONES.(: LIKE I COULDN'T RESIST ANY LONGER BUT SOMETHING IS HOLDING BACK. WHAT? MY STUDIES!? SHRUGGED! READ THE LYRICS IN PURPLE ON MY LAST ENTRY. I MEAN WHAT I SAY AND IT REALLY DESCRIBES MY FEELINGS. WHEN EVERYTHING SAYS WE SHOULD BE MORE THAN WE ARE BUT EVERYTIME I FIND SOMEONE THAT I LIKE, WE ALWAYS END UP JUST BEING FRIENDS. ITS TRUE,REAL TRUE. ITS TAKEN FROM A SONG BY 98DEGREES - WHY ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?. ONE OF MY FAV SONGS!C:
SIGH AFTER WRITING ALL THESE,I'M STILL PISSED! SO I'M GOING TO BACK OFF BEFORE I START HURLING VULGARITIES. SHOOOOOOOO!!!!
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Written on: Thursday, January 19, 2006 Time: 6:26 pm
SHIT SHIT SHIT! I'M SO SHITTAYE NOW. WHY AM I SO GULLIBLE? I'VE BEEN TOO TRUSTING. WHATEVER MY FRIEND SAYS I WILL TRUST EVEN THOUGH ITS SOME KIND OF A JOKE. WTF? WHY AM I ALWAYS SO SERIOUS?? OK,SO WHAT HAPPENED? NOT TO MENTION HERE BUT SOMEONE JUST PUNK-ED ME AND FOR GODS SAKE..I TOOK HIS WORDS.. ARG! OK,MAYBE ITS MY FAULT FOR BEING TOO GULLIBLE BUT HELLO, I LOATHE PEOPLE WHO LIED TO ME. LIKE DUH~ OK,I AM TOO SOFT HEARTED AND GULLIBLE.. ARGGGHHHHHH!! DO YOU THINK WILL I EVER BELIEVE SOMEONE AGAIN AFTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED? SHRUGGED//
ON THE OTHER HAND,I FEEL SO LONELY. I NEED A COMPANION.. SOMEONE WHOM I CAN TALK TOO WHEN I'M DOWN OR ALONE. SOMEONE WHO WILL HUG ME WHEN I'M LOST. SOMEONE WHO WILL BE BY MY SIDE FOREVER.
I'M NOT BEING MYSELF.REALLY. SAYING ALL THESE MUSHY STUFFS. URG! BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. IN CLASS,I HAD A 'DISCUSSION' WITH NAD AND JU. AND I TOLD THEM HOW I FELT. THEY KNOW HOW I FEEL.BEING ALONE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE. SIGH. I HAD A CRUSH ON NAD'S COUSIN.. AND WE'VE BEEN KNOWING EACH OTHER FOR MORE THAN A YEAR BUT STILL NO SPARKS. (YEAH RIGHT!) ANYHOOS,THE GIRLS ASKED ME TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE BUT AS AN EXCUSE,ALL I COULD SAY WAS JUST THAT I WAS AFRAID I WOULD BE DITCHED AND THUS HURT MY FEELINGS.. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE DITCHED AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THAT AGAIN.. BUT SOMEHOW.YEAH.I NEED SOMEONE NOW! LOL..OKAY..I'M 16 GOING 17 AND DUH,I'VE GOT RAGING HORMONES.(: LIKE I COULDN'T RESIST ANY LONGER BUT SOMETHING IS HOLDING BACK. WHAT? MY STUDIES!? SHRUGGED! READ THE LYRICS IN PURPLE ON MY LAST ENTRY. I MEAN WHAT I SAY AND IT REALLY DESCRIBES MY FEELINGS. WHEN EVERYTHING SAYS WE SHOULD BE MORE THAN WE ARE BUT EVERYTIME I FIND SOMEONE THAT I LIKE, WE ALWAYS END UP JUST BEING FRIENDS. ITS TRUE,REAL TRUE. ITS TAKEN FROM A SONG BY 98DEGREES - WHY ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?. ONE OF MY FAV SONGS!C:
SIGH AFTER WRITING ALL THESE,I'M STILL PISSED! SO I'M GOING TO BACK OFF BEFORE I START HURLING VULGARITIES. SHOOOOOOOO!!!!
