Written on: Sunday, December 18, 2005 Time: 9:11 pm
tomorrow shall be THE day where everyone have been waiting for.. the moment which simply haunt us everywhere everytime. i simply can't think straight. my mind now is all about the results.. everything i do doesn't seems to be ok... listening to my songs on my MP3 doesn't really helps, what more watching tv.. doing anything also doesn't helps!! ARG! but it isn't bad after all..i could still sleep soundly though. for the past week,it seems to haunt me everywhere i go. my friends & parents assured me that everythings gonna be fine but it gives me the adrenalin rush.. they assured me that i will be promoted to sec5 but somehow i don't feel secured hearing them assuring me. its like i have NO confidence in myself at all! 0% fucking no confidence... i have to prepare for the worst.. like they said, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. like what my uncle told me yesterday,"you can't change whatever you write on your examinations scripts and just accept the result." mann.....can i? i really want to be promoted to sec5,take my O's and go to poly to get a diploma. these are my dreams...sort of..for now.... i do not wish to see the disappointment face on my parents. i want them to be proud of me instead. i think i'll be having nightmares tonight..
oh btw,what exactly is the time to collect our results? is it 12pm or 2pm?? some confirm that its at 12 while others insisted that its at 2 instead... ok ok, read the newspapers and i shall know...
sigh... allright..i shall stop penning the unhappy things here.. . . . . . . . . . .
WHERE'S THE PHOTOS??? its here...heee.. sorry for the late updates... i was busy you see... so anyways, class outing wasn't great at all if there was no DIGI cam with me... it was like so boring ok! when i arrived with 4 of my classmates, i was shocked to see the pathetic number of people who attend the outing. furthermore, the chinese and malays were separated. i was actually searching for my malay friends when someone said "chinese here malay there(pointing to my malay friends)." HELLO! isn't this supposed to be a class outing. why is it that everyone was scattered around.. we(the malays and chinese) were so far away from each other.. WTF?! its fine if we were just beside each other... and...people not belonging from 4a2 also came. while some bring their bfs along... but i'm okay with it since it was supposed to be STRESS FREE DAY! i was getting freaking bored and decided to take out my digi cam...
a nice view of the mother-of-all-beaches.(;
and the theme of the day...
YES!back-faced photos... well,it was something different... above:xuefang below:myself
and so more photos were taken... but it wasn't me who was cam-whoring but xf,py and ly.. apparently,i looked so not nice on that day and besides,i had a bad hair day!
who will be standing beside me as my gf? hmmmm... oh and thats xf..she's not mine! lol ;p
night was breaking... and there was a nice view... too bad we couldn't see the sun set... only yellow shades of sun...haiz
so we were taking photos and more photos... but i wasn't inside most of the photos until........i was getting real frigging bored!
me and daniel... look at my fugly hair and face... its so oily and yucks!
veronica wanted an act cute photo... but i wanted it opposite.... haha... it wasn't an act cute day for me...lol
ah ne(venessa) look so ah lian.... oops sorry ah ne! haha... but she's pretty la... however,she's a chatterbox... can't stand her most of the time in class...
my favourite group of girls... hehe... from top left:LIQING, AHMAD, FELICIA from bottom left: PEISHI(the smart one from my class..always getting top in level) and BELINDA.
so after all those photos,i suddenly feel so drama mama... as a result, lmao! i know i know... very sexy huh? lol
then......
WOOOOOO!! models of the day...haha.. i look like a GIANT beside ah ne!
(:*
stinky feets!(=
i wanted to try a manly pose... but as you can see...fails miserably!
nonetheless,it was a stress free day but my bones were already breaking by then... got home at 11..showered and went into my lala land..
yesterday was the last day of work.. and i spent my saturday with my fellow work mates. it was of course a tiring day having to give our last shot and carrying stuffs from pasir ris park to plaza by the park.. meanwhile,i fell asleep in kak tini's car.. i got my pathetic transport allowance yesterday... however, we're only getting our pay by the end of dec or beginning of jan next year.. WTF?!! i have to wait that long... i need money mann! haiz... more pictures of my wonderfully work mates..
wokies...these are all my collegues... yes...all of us are with our "costumes". somehow personally,i think that this job doesn't seem like a job to me. haha.... but seriously i learnt a lot during the 2 weeks of working..
i'm with FELISA's son....he looks like me....haha bluek.. OMG!! i just realised i look so dark... and my fugly oily face... gag gag puke puke
TEACHER BERRY aka MAX with HAIKAL and TEACHER TORNADO TINI as the background and TEACHER BASIL aka ISHAM with his long tongue...lols hmmm,i'll miss all those magic tricks which MAX showed us... it was really awesome! he's a true magician....
FELISA,RIDTZ,GRACE sigh... i'll definately miss those cheeky jokes from felisa and also grace....haiz )':
finally that's, ZAMIRA & ZEE... oh btw, before i forgot..look at the group photo above... the lady in purple is our beautiful mommy.... she was the one who helped us in everything though she's the assistant manager... heeees....(X
there you go... i'll definately miss them....haiz... T.T
i've written a lot today... for a while,i don't feel anything about my results but now it has come haunting me again... damn!)':
oh well
Written on: Sunday, December 18, 2005 Time: 9:11 pm
tomorrow shall be THE day where everyone have been waiting for.. the moment which simply haunt us everywhere everytime. i simply can't think straight. my mind now is all about the results.. everything i do doesn't seems to be ok... listening to my songs on my MP3 doesn't really helps, what more watching tv.. doing anything also doesn't helps!! ARG! but it isn't bad after all..i could still sleep soundly though. for the past week,it seems to haunt me everywhere i go. my friends & parents assured me that everythings gonna be fine but it gives me the adrenalin rush.. they assured me that i will be promoted to sec5 but somehow i don't feel secured hearing them assuring me. its like i have NO confidence in myself at all! 0% fucking no confidence... i have to prepare for the worst.. like they said, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. like what my uncle told me yesterday,"you can't change whatever you write on your examinations scripts and just accept the result." mann.....can i? i really want to be promoted to sec5,take my O's and go to poly to get a diploma. these are my dreams...sort of..for now.... i do not wish to see the disappointment face on my parents. i want them to be proud of me instead. i think i'll be having nightmares tonight..
oh btw,what exactly is the time to collect our results? is it 12pm or 2pm?? some confirm that its at 12 while others insisted that its at 2 instead... ok ok, read the newspapers and i shall know...
sigh... allright..i shall stop penning the unhappy things here.. . . . . . . . . . .
WHERE'S THE PHOTOS??? its here...heee.. sorry for the late updates... i was busy you see... so anyways, class outing wasn't great at all if there was no DIGI cam with me... it was like so boring ok! when i arrived with 4 of my classmates, i was shocked to see the pathetic number of people who attend the outing. furthermore, the chinese and malays were separated. i was actually searching for my malay friends when someone said "chinese here malay there(pointing to my malay friends)." HELLO! isn't this supposed to be a class outing. why is it that everyone was scattered around.. we(the malays and chinese) were so far away from each other.. WTF?! its fine if we were just beside each other... and...people not belonging from 4a2 also came. while some bring their bfs along... but i'm okay with it since it was supposed to be STRESS FREE DAY! i was getting freaking bored and decided to take out my digi cam...
a nice view of the mother-of-all-beaches.(;
and the theme of the day...
YES!back-faced photos... well,it was something different... above:xuefang below:myself
and so more photos were taken... but it wasn't me who was cam-whoring but xf,py and ly.. apparently,i looked so not nice on that day and besides,i had a bad hair day!
who will be standing beside me as my gf? hmmmm... oh and thats xf..she's not mine! lol ;p
night was breaking... and there was a nice view... too bad we couldn't see the sun set... only yellow shades of sun...haiz
so we were taking photos and more photos... but i wasn't inside most of the photos until........i was getting real frigging bored!
me and daniel... look at my fugly hair and face... its so oily and yucks!
veronica wanted an act cute photo... but i wanted it opposite.... haha... it wasn't an act cute day for me...lol
ah ne(venessa) look so ah lian.... oops sorry ah ne! haha... but she's pretty la... however,she's a chatterbox... can't stand her most of the time in class...
my favourite group of girls... hehe... from top left:LIQING, AHMAD, FELICIA from bottom left: PEISHI(the smart one from my class..always getting top in level) and BELINDA.
so after all those photos,i suddenly feel so drama mama... as a result, lmao! i know i know... very sexy huh? lol
then......
WOOOOOO!! models of the day...haha.. i look like a GIANT beside ah ne!
(:*
stinky feets!(=
i wanted to try a manly pose... but as you can see...fails miserably!
nonetheless,it was a stress free day but my bones were already breaking by then... got home at 11..showered and went into my lala land..
yesterday was the last day of work.. and i spent my saturday with my fellow work mates. it was of course a tiring day having to give our last shot and carrying stuffs from pasir ris park to plaza by the park.. meanwhile,i fell asleep in kak tini's car.. i got my pathetic transport allowance yesterday... however, we're only getting our pay by the end of dec or beginning of jan next year.. WTF?!! i have to wait that long... i need money mann! haiz... more pictures of my wonderfully work mates..
wokies...these are all my collegues... yes...all of us are with our "costumes". somehow personally,i think that this job doesn't seem like a job to me. haha.... but seriously i learnt a lot during the 2 weeks of working..
i'm with FELISA's son....he looks like me....haha bluek.. OMG!! i just realised i look so dark... and my fugly oily face... gag gag puke puke
TEACHER BERRY aka MAX with HAIKAL and TEACHER TORNADO TINI as the background and TEACHER BASIL aka ISHAM with his long tongue...lols hmmm,i'll miss all those magic tricks which MAX showed us... it was really awesome! he's a true magician....
FELISA,RIDTZ,GRACE sigh... i'll definately miss those cheeky jokes from felisa and also grace....haiz )':
finally that's, ZAMIRA & ZEE... oh btw, before i forgot..look at the group photo above... the lady in purple is our beautiful mommy.... she was the one who helped us in everything though she's the assistant manager... heeees....(X
there you go... i'll definately miss them....haiz... T.T
i've written a lot today... for a while,i don't feel anything about my results but now it has come haunting me again... damn!)':
