Written on: Thursday, December 22, 2005 Time: 5:12 pm
I've given up, on giving up slowly, I'm blending in so you won't even know me Apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention Is my one last shot at redemption cause I know to live you must give your life away And I've been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house all while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because I-I gotta get outta here I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I-I gotta get outta here And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I'm giving up I'm doing this alone now Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there And this life sentence that I'm serving I admit that I'm every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I've been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house All while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because I-I gotta get outta here Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake *yeah* I-I gotta get outta here And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I am a hostage to my own humanity Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me But I can't ask you to give what you already gave
Cause I've been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house All while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out That might be the death of me And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I-I've gotta get outta here I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I-I've gotta get outta here And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I fought you for so long I should let you in oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin *ohhhh* but so were you so were you
right,i'm so in love with this song. it keeps playing in my head! (: anyhoos,I'M OK now!^^ thought of going out today but i dread shopping alone. so tomorrow before the XMAS dinner i'm gonna have my last minute XMAS shopping.. and i will forced my friends to accompany me.. anyone wanna tag along?? (= my mom borrowed my 10 bucks..WTF?! GRRRR... now i'm left with so little... imagine having to spend your XMAS with no money! i'm gonna get back my 10 bucks from her!!! oh yah,btw,i've edited my FRIENDSTER URL now it look so bloody COOL! and my pet is now in my FRIENDSTER account... so enjoy your stay there! [[= PS: if you haven't add me...pls do so!!(;
CHAO
be my escape..
Written on: Thursday, December 22, 2005 Time: 5:12 pm
I've given up, on giving up slowly, I'm blending in so you won't even know me Apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention Is my one last shot at redemption cause I know to live you must give your life away And I've been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house all while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because I-I gotta get outta here I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I-I gotta get outta here And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I'm giving up I'm doing this alone now Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there And this life sentence that I'm serving I admit that I'm every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I've been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house All while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because I-I gotta get outta here Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake *yeah* I-I gotta get outta here And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I am a hostage to my own humanity Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me But I can't ask you to give what you already gave
Cause I've been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house All while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out That might be the death of me And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I-I've gotta get outta here I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I-I've gotta get outta here And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I fought you for so long I should let you in oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin *ohhhh* but so were you so were you
right,i'm so in love with this song. it keeps playing in my head! (: anyhoos,I'M OK now!^^ thought of going out today but i dread shopping alone. so tomorrow before the XMAS dinner i'm gonna have my last minute XMAS shopping.. and i will forced my friends to accompany me.. anyone wanna tag along?? (= my mom borrowed my 10 bucks..WTF?! GRRRR... now i'm left with so little... imagine having to spend your XMAS with no money! i'm gonna get back my 10 bucks from her!!! oh yah,btw,i've edited my FRIENDSTER URL now it look so bloody COOL! and my pet is now in my FRIENDSTER account... so enjoy your stay there! [[= PS: if you haven't add me...pls do so!!(;
