Written on: Wednesday, November 09, 2005 Time: 11:53 pm
sometimes i wonder if friends are really our friends or they're just for name.i hope i am not being paranoid but i hate it when i feel neglected.
i'm not asking for any attention from my friends but i just wanna be cared. i have 2 instances where i only keep in touch with my friend via sms. no face to face meetings just sms from each other and frankly, we have been closed.i may only met him during sec1 & 2 but that doesn't strain us apart. we still do keep contacts with one another and frequently, he would take the iniative and asked me 'How am I?'. I feel blessed,frankly.
I met melissa during west6 camp last year. we were in the same grp as strangers. but after a day, we began to know each other.after the camp, our grp feels very heavy-hearted to leave.till today, we still keep in touch. we will chat in the MSN, joke ard, creating lame jokes and we still are friends though we have never met since the last day of the camp last year.
bottomline: we can still be friends though we are far apart from each other & we rarely sees them.
BUT why is it the other way round with friends whom we met everyday, see them in school everyday, talk to them everyday...it seemed that we are drifting apart.
i need to get something off my chest....
ever since you've become close with him,you neglected me.in class, we talk, joke, laugh and we seemed like best friends but outside class it feels different. you are "attracted" to him....everywhere he goes u go...even his best kept secrets you managed to know about it. you seem to have forgotten me when you're with him. what even more frustating is that you went out with him without informing US. who are we to you,tissue papers where you can dump us after using it??!!
Yes! I'm jealous, no doubt. but i have lots of faith and trust in you but somehow u spoilt it.you're such a disappointment!
am i being TOO paranoid?
i feel neglected.maybe these are the paths we have to go through in life.the meaning of life isn't that simple after all.
i accept this as a learning point and as a challenge and i HOPE this will make US{not 2 but 5 of us} even more closer.
i've said my piece and i'm off to help AQY with her bgr problems.Honestly, I don't understand a shit! Isn't it blissful to stay single so you aren't caught up with problems.Yes,its a nice feeling to be loved and cared by your girlfriend or boyfriend but that is just what you want.whatever it is,being attached is a NO-NO for me for the time being.....i'm happy staying single.....((=
okok,i shall stop my blabberings.....
friends
Written on: Wednesday, November 09, 2005 Time: 11:53 pm
sometimes i wonder if friends are really our friends or they're just for name.i hope i am not being paranoid but i hate it when i feel neglected.
i'm not asking for any attention from my friends but i just wanna be cared. i have 2 instances where i only keep in touch with my friend via sms. no face to face meetings just sms from each other and frankly, we have been closed.i may only met him during sec1 & 2 but that doesn't strain us apart. we still do keep contacts with one another and frequently, he would take the iniative and asked me 'How am I?'. I feel blessed,frankly.
I met melissa during west6 camp last year. we were in the same grp as strangers. but after a day, we began to know each other.after the camp, our grp feels very heavy-hearted to leave.till today, we still keep in touch. we will chat in the MSN, joke ard, creating lame jokes and we still are friends though we have never met since the last day of the camp last year.
bottomline: we can still be friends though we are far apart from each other & we rarely sees them.
BUT why is it the other way round with friends whom we met everyday, see them in school everyday, talk to them everyday...it seemed that we are drifting apart.
i need to get something off my chest....
ever since you've become close with him,you neglected me.in class, we talk, joke, laugh and we seemed like best friends but outside class it feels different. you are "attracted" to him....everywhere he goes u go...even his best kept secrets you managed to know about it. you seem to have forgotten me when you're with him. what even more frustating is that you went out with him without informing US. who are we to you,tissue papers where you can dump us after using it??!!
Yes! I'm jealous, no doubt. but i have lots of faith and trust in you but somehow u spoilt it.you're such a disappointment!
am i being TOO paranoid?
i feel neglected.maybe these are the paths we have to go through in life.the meaning of life isn't that simple after all.
i accept this as a learning point and as a challenge and i HOPE this will make US{not 2 but 5 of us} even more closer.
i've said my piece and i'm off to help AQY with her bgr problems.Honestly, I don't understand a shit! Isn't it blissful to stay single so you aren't caught up with problems.Yes,its a nice feeling to be loved and cared by your girlfriend or boyfriend but that is just what you want.whatever it is,being attached is a NO-NO for me for the time being.....i'm happy staying single.....((=
