Written on: Thursday, September 01, 2005 Time: 5:03 pm
gee, its september...a nightmare! 5 more days of hell and I'll be sitting for my very first GCE 'N' Level paper.It's a nightmare. My enemy - time. it passes real fast..it doesn't wait for you. tick tock tick tock and there you'll be sitting in the examination room faced with your darkest fears: the exam booklet. your hands clasped with silent prayers and the trail of sweat trickling down your sideburns trying very hard to answer the questions in your booklet. these are my fears..
though how smart I am, I still have hidden fears. i fear that i'll lose to my friends,fear of facing the truth that i got a C5 for my Math, fear of showing the result slips to my parents thinking that i'll be cane for the bad results and fear of losing your "smart aleck" brain. fear that my mind will go BLANK when i sat for the papers and fear that what i studied for my Social Studies paper didn't came out for the structured-essay question.
gosh,i'm having a bad headache! /:
stressed.. peer pressure.. lack of confidence.. -.-
is it too late?! i'm terrified..
4 years of spending my life in secondary education. and soon i'll be graduating.. (how i wished i was in the express stream where i can dream about my future and get away in my stressed secondary education) sigh.. ):
it will take me another year to achieve my dreams..but i've still yet to make a desicion of what courses to take in poly.
its yet another stressed-not-free day.carefree.....when can i lead a carefree life - not ever!
staring at the computer, fingers resting on my keyboard, brain not working...wth!
well well well,i should be doing some "quality" time with my books.looking at my books,it gives me shivers...
5 more freaking days to my MT paper..wish me luck mann!!
well, be optimism.. last paper falls on tenth of October and you'll be carefree - for a while though.you can do anything then..no one to stop you. no one shouts "Ahmad do your revision!".
i've come out with plans. well, basically i was giving a thought of having a facelift of my room.. well it looks like a 'library' with loads of books on the shelves.. more arty farty retro fetro bedroom..hehe ((=
so much about now...mugging time!
shooooooo!!oh yah, you're listening to bsb-just want you to know ^.^
wake me up when october ends
Written on: Thursday, September 01, 2005 Time: 5:03 pm
gee, its september...a nightmare! 5 more days of hell and I'll be sitting for my very first GCE 'N' Level paper.It's a nightmare. My enemy - time. it passes real fast..it doesn't wait for you. tick tock tick tock and there you'll be sitting in the examination room faced with your darkest fears: the exam booklet. your hands clasped with silent prayers and the trail of sweat trickling down your sideburns trying very hard to answer the questions in your booklet. these are my fears..
though how smart I am, I still have hidden fears. i fear that i'll lose to my friends,fear of facing the truth that i got a C5 for my Math, fear of showing the result slips to my parents thinking that i'll be cane for the bad results and fear of losing your "smart aleck" brain. fear that my mind will go BLANK when i sat for the papers and fear that what i studied for my Social Studies paper didn't came out for the structured-essay question.
gosh,i'm having a bad headache! /:
stressed.. peer pressure.. lack of confidence.. -.-
is it too late?! i'm terrified..
4 years of spending my life in secondary education. and soon i'll be graduating.. (how i wished i was in the express stream where i can dream about my future and get away in my stressed secondary education) sigh.. ):
it will take me another year to achieve my dreams..but i've still yet to make a desicion of what courses to take in poly.
its yet another stressed-not-free day.carefree.....when can i lead a carefree life - not ever!
staring at the computer, fingers resting on my keyboard, brain not working...wth!
well well well,i should be doing some "quality" time with my books.looking at my books,it gives me shivers...
5 more freaking days to my MT paper..wish me luck mann!!
well, be optimism.. last paper falls on tenth of October and you'll be carefree - for a while though.you can do anything then..no one to stop you. no one shouts "Ahmad do your revision!".
i've come out with plans. well, basically i was giving a thought of having a facelift of my room.. well it looks like a 'library' with loads of books on the shelves.. more arty farty retro fetro bedroom..hehe ((=
so much about now...mugging time!
shooooooo!!oh yah, you're listening to bsb-just want you to know ^.^
