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HELL!
Written on: Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Time: 6:12 pm

i'm back. surprisingly after a few days of my absence i'm back here blogging. frankly, i was banned from my mom and Mr Solehan after that hell i went through..


it was that stupid parents teachers conference thing. now, i have to "adapt" to my new life for the next 5 weeks or so..no computer..Gosh! I wonder how my life would be without the computer.


look on the bright side..its good for me anyway, i would spend more time with my books rather than idling around.


N level was hell...malay paper was tough!the first step i placed on the examination room,my whole being was shivering. i had butterflies in my stomach. it was the worst feeling ever. i sat at my table reciting my prayers with trail of sweats trickling down my sideburns. i perspired for no reason.the fan was just beside me but i can't even feel the wind. i sat with my mouth wide open. i was blur. i didn't know what to do.there was 2 booklets infront of me. i recognised one of them..it was the question booklet. the other was the answer sheet. i was damn blur. the invigilator announced the start of the paper exactly at 8am. i open the question booklet and i gasped with astonishment. i was shocked. i could faint on that moment itself.i stared at the paper for 5 minutes until the invigilator asked us to peel off this barcode thingy and paste it on our answer booklet. i was so dumbed, i took 2 mins to paste that bloody sticker on the answer sheet with the help of the invigilator of course..then, i stared at the paper again..i started 10 mins later.. i heaved a sigh of relief when the paper ends at 10am.but i knew i did very badly..paper 2 next,well, it was horrible..all the answers almost have the same meaning...and some of the 'peribahasa', i've never heard it before.


have u heard, "ringan tangan berat perut". i never but i knew one "ringan tulang berat______". haha.. i have forgotten the last word. there are quite a few 'peribahasa' which i never heard before.i'm bad at this section. and all the answers they gave are exaclty the same meaning. i'm dead for sure..


SS paper the next day and it was mediocre.wasn't tough nor it was a breeze. SBQ came out about North and South Korea. A naval clash happened on 2002 and you know,we need to answer the question whose to be blame for the naval collision, either North or South.


Merger & Separation , S'pore's Industrial Development and Sustaining S'pore's Development came out fot he SEQ. i was hoping for D&D to come out but it didn't.so i answered the last question.


sigh..now,the burden of memorising SS has finally been lifted off my shoulders and i could concentrate on other subjects.


i had this gut feeling that this year 'N' level would be tough especially English and Math. I'm afraid of this 2 subjects.


be determined.don't give up halfway..conquer till the end...sigh..


hmm, so much for now...my journey ends here.


well, just wait for my return..


i persuade my mom to let me use the computer.this will be the last time.so..yah.


i'll be back...wish me luck peepz!!((=