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Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

Written on: Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Time: 5:10 pm

(this entry is copied from my xanga but I edited the other half)
'Cause,
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.
Gotta pick myself up but where do I start.
'Cause you were already gone, when it all falls apart.

Where were you when I needed you most,
Where were you all these while...
Where were you when I needed a friend to talk to.
Where were you when I needed a shoulder to lean on.
Where were you all these while when I needed a friend.

I'm holding on to the faith I had in me,
but what a stupid thing to do.

I need you now, but are you chasing cars??
I hate you. I like you. I loathe you. I admire you. I despise you.

Why did you left when everything just falls apart?







sungguhemo.com,yes? (totallyemo)

I realised that I've been stone-ing of late, blanking out whether in-between lessons or while I'm watching the tele.It ain't the usual stoning kinda thingo but rather I'm somewhat blanking out subconsciously just to shut off from reality, and I vaguely remember a tinge of desolation. No, I'm not saying this 'cause it's ohsocool to be emo, but I'm actually pretty worried about it. Moreover, my mum noticed my stoning and she has been pestering me to 'pour out my sorrows' but really, I don't have any.

Maybe, High School Musical can help.. hehe



PS: I hate that thingo called the 'Parent's Teachers Conference'. And my mum die-die want to meet my class counsellor larh. Mah god! :/ I've already brain washed my mum. We are not going for that thingo!^^

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