Has it ever occur to you what's life? is it just the period of living, the human experiences or just life and death?! Well,I have..
I was reading my friends blog and it dawned on me..What's the real meaning of LIFE?
Life,hmmph..its difficult to define though but in my opinion life is where god gives you to enjoy..or perhaps suffer.
Life...is not a straight line and there are also ups and downs.There will be times when you will feel so happy and that you're the most happiest person in the world. There will be also the times where you feel sad,miserable, down, lonely...
Life is unpredictable..We don't know what will happen to us today tomorrow or the future.. It will be fate which will determine our future.
And it's fate which will determine our true love.
Life....is life that fair?! As a teenage boy whose only 16,I fairly can give an answer to that but I'm really finding out the truth..
As days goes by,I slowly learn the meaning of life...when my late grandma passed away during her birthday last year(which falls on Boxing Day),I realise how much life is so important to us.I missed her terribly. I regretted not taking care of her as a filial grandson and was not by her side when she needs me. I remembered, on the 23rd December last year, the prefects had a Christmas party in school. At that time,my grandma was already bedridden.I went to the party even without taking care of what is on the other side. I had a blast of a time.
When I entered my grandma house,everyone was silent and everyone was at my grandma room.I was wondering if anything had happen to her. I was so dumb to realise that she's really getting worst.Due to my slow reaction,I didn't really take notice what had happened to her.
On 25th December, my grandma was terribly sick.She couldn't even speak properly. Then,I realised that she was going to leave us anytime. I "woke" myself up and quickly did what I supposed to do as a grandson. At around 1.00am,my grandma was in fits. I stood there,transfixed and not knowing what to do. I just watched..Slowly, as time passes by, she became weaker and her breathing slowed down.By 9.30am,she passed away. All her sons,daughters and grandchildren were there.
Now,its been 9 months since she passed away and I tell you frankly that I misses her so much. Life isn't the same anymore without her. She was close with me and I was close to her. She took care of me since I was born. She send me to kindergarden at that time..she called everyday..we would not neglect her..She likes going overseas so most of the time we will go as one big family. Its so nice to have one big happy family spending time together...
My cousin,who is only 7 and lives with my late grandma realised that something is amiss in her house. She will go to the room and stare at my late grandma's room..Its so sad to see a 7 year old child doing this.Life isn't the same...I truly miss her.She's the most wonderful grandma.. I'm just so sad that I couldn't spend my life with her.sigh..
Is life that fair to take such a wonderful grandma from us?!
Hmmph,well...its part and parcel of life.. Everyone has to die.
sigh..I just regretted not taking care of her properly...
I realised to live your life to the fullest.Now,I know exactly what they mean by this..If something bad befalls you,well...its hard to accept the fact but its the chronicles of life..You just have to take things slowly and (insyallah) you will be fine in a few days..
for the people out there who are having a bad day...well,forget about it and look things on the brightside.AND LIVE YOUR LIVE TO THE FULLEST.((=
Written on: Monday, August 22, 2005 Time: 3:43 pm
Life
Has it ever occur to you what's life? is it just the period of living, the human experiences or just life and death?! Well,I have..
I was reading my friends blog and it dawned on me..What's the real meaning of LIFE?
Life,hmmph..its difficult to define though but in my opinion life is where god gives you to enjoy..or perhaps suffer.
Life...is not a straight line and there are also ups and downs.There will be times when you will feel so happy and that you're the most happiest person in the world. There will be also the times where you feel sad,miserable, down, lonely...
Life is unpredictable..We don't know what will happen to us today tomorrow or the future.. It will be fate which will determine our future.
And it's fate which will determine our true love.
Life....is life that fair?! As a teenage boy whose only 16,I fairly can give an answer to that but I'm really finding out the truth..
As days goes by,I slowly learn the meaning of life...when my late grandma passed away during her birthday last year(which falls on Boxing Day),I realise how much life is so important to us.I missed her terribly. I regretted not taking care of her as a filial grandson and was not by her side when she needs me. I remembered, on the 23rd December last year, the prefects had a Christmas party in school. At that time,my grandma was already bedridden.I went to the party even without taking care of what is on the other side. I had a blast of a time.
When I entered my grandma house,everyone was silent and everyone was at my grandma room.I was wondering if anything had happen to her. I was so dumb to realise that she's really getting worst.Due to my slow reaction,I didn't really take notice what had happened to her.
On 25th December, my grandma was terribly sick.She couldn't even speak properly. Then,I realised that she was going to leave us anytime. I "woke" myself up and quickly did what I supposed to do as a grandson. At around 1.00am,my grandma was in fits. I stood there,transfixed and not knowing what to do. I just watched..Slowly, as time passes by, she became weaker and her breathing slowed down.By 9.30am,she passed away. All her sons,daughters and grandchildren were there.
Now,its been 9 months since she passed away and I tell you frankly that I misses her so much. Life isn't the same anymore without her. She was close with me and I was close to her. She took care of me since I was born. She send me to kindergarden at that time..she called everyday..we would not neglect her..She likes going overseas so most of the time we will go as one big family. Its so nice to have one big happy family spending time together...
My cousin,who is only 7 and lives with my late grandma realised that something is amiss in her house. She will go to the room and stare at my late grandma's room..Its so sad to see a 7 year old child doing this.Life isn't the same...I truly miss her.She's the most wonderful grandma.. I'm just so sad that I couldn't spend my life with her.sigh..
Is life that fair to take such a wonderful grandma from us?!
Hmmph,well...its part and parcel of life.. Everyone has to die.
sigh..I just regretted not taking care of her properly...
I realised to live your life to the fullest.Now,I know exactly what they mean by this..If something bad befalls you,well...its hard to accept the fact but its the chronicles of life..You just have to take things slowly and (insyallah) you will be fine in a few days..
for the people out there who are having a bad day...well,forget about it and look things on the brightside.AND LIVE YOUR LIVE TO THE FULLEST.((=
