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Written on: Friday, July 08, 2005
Time: 11:00 pm

Oral Sucks!


Well,I just have one word to describe my 'N' level oral, SUCKS! sigh.. I'm so freaking nervous during the oral..This is bad!! So bad...


Actually,I was perfectly allright when I had 10 minustes to prepare for the oral.. Honestly,I was teeny weeny nervous but was confidence that I could do it but when I enter the room,its like entering HELL!


The girl before me took more than 15mins and I had to sit outside the room and wait like one gundu. I was staring and pondering and was far away from reality. I feel like jumping from the 4th level 'cause I was really stress about the 'N' level oral and was cracking my head. I was afraid that I would stammer and I would reapeat what I've said a few times. sigh... I had guess earlier that the conversation topic would be about musical instruments after reading the passage and knowing that the picture was also about musical instrument.


Every moment NOW,the flashbacks during the time I had oral came flashing on my mind and its really scary 'cause it wasn't a good memory..Its BAD!! haiz...


Its HELL mann!! How I wish I could retake the exam?! *fat hope* The room is so eerie as if the teachers are ghosts and devils which will eventually eaten you up!! I'm serious!! And they will stare at you with thier big eyes..hehe.. I'm just exaggerating!!


Anyways,I'm not gonna talk about oral anymore and I don't want to scare my classmates who hasn't taken their 'N' level oral yet! To peepz out there who are taking their 'N' or 'O' level oral,I wish you all the best!!! Do not stammer... ; )


Hmm,I have something to pen down which I really think thats it's so unfair!


Hmmmm,how should I start! As you all know,I have groups of friend.. I have my brother and sisters,my drama freaks and the donkey gang! Like I wrote in my previous entry,I've met my brother and sisters since sec 1 and we are very very close. No other friend of mine could ever measure up to them! No one!! They are the best and the fantastic 4. I love them sincerely and with all my heart. Next,my drama freaks which I came across only this year thru the SYF and all of us are bonded and are good friends.We study,laugh, act, play, joke together as one group and we have such a close bond where everytime we met,we would give everyone a hug and we would say the phrase, "I'll be there for you!". And lastly,my donkey gang which I get to know them thru Thinesh and the KL trip. We have been close since the Kl trip and I regard them as my close friends too.


Well,I'm just curious and I wanna know from my friends! Have I ever neglect you(drama freaks) when I've found my new groups of friend(donkey gang)?!!


Well,this is what my friend says but I've been pondering over what she has just said.. I just don't understand why must she said that?!!


Why does problem comes after problem??! Is it not enough?? Must you guys torture me?!!Its making me sick allright!! And its making me so bloody piss....


I doubt that I neglected you! I greet you when I saw you,when I saw Rosie,I would talk to her during my duty,I smsed them...so in what way did u neglected you,Rosie??? You mean when I put the neoprints I took with my donkey gang in my account,you immediately said that I neglected you guys! What the bloody FUCK mann!! In what way,you tell me?? I give you nice sms greetings message everytime you asked or should I say,I smsed you every few days!!


It seems that you are implying that you are mad at me to put that neoprint as a primary photo in my account.. That is ridiculous!!! So next time,I will put ur photos as a primary photo in my account and I will not put any of my other friend photos in my account??!! How does it sound to you? Fair??


ARRGGHHHH!!! I am so bloody pissed at the moment...I seriously can't control my life anymore!! Its getting too complicated!
You know,I just wonder that isn't it much more better if I have only met my Brother & Sisters and would not met any of you guys 'cause I think that I will be much more happier and merrier as there will be less problems and PEOPLE WILL STOP SAYING THAT I HAVE NEGLECTED THEIR OWN FRIENDS!!


Ok,I think I've typed enough and I seriously getting much more pissed!!