Hmmpphh,I have nothing in mind to blog about.Don't mind me but I will talk lots of crap in this entry.

I did nothing much today..I just eat,computer,rest,eat,computer,rest.. Thats my life during the weekend. Mundane,yes it is!! I spent half of my day hogging in my computer and my mom goes,

"Rudy,pergi lah belajar..asek main computer jer..tak penat ke?!".

(Rudy,go do your revision..aren't you tired hogging in the computer for hours?!.)

All I do is just nod my head. I can see that my mom's getting tired nagging and lecturing at me every day..yet I don't want to listen. sigh..It's so unbecoming of me..Hmmpphh,I should do something...but I will never ever do what I promised to myself and to my parents. I guessed that I've been too "obsessed" in my bloggie.

My mom came to talk to me and she said that I should be studying and shouldn't be hogging in the computer for long hours. She continued....If you do well in your 'N' level,your dad and I will reward you. They really pin their hope on me.I shouldn't and musn't disspoint them this time.

I remembered vividly,the day when I took my PSLE results. My mom followed me to school. I was confident that I was able to go to Express stream(though I knew that I will not make it for my Maths). But when my form teacher handed me the result slip,I had a shock of my life. First thing when I received the slip,I look at the stream and was shock when I came to know that I was promoted to Normal Academic. I was crestfallen. I saw my mom standing outside the hall waiting anxiously for my results. She was smiling at me.I was afraid to tell her my results. I stroll slowly to her,wondering how will she react when she sees my result. She pat on my back and I gave her the result slip and suddenly her faced changed. She was dissapointed. She didn't say much. She called my dad who was also anxiously waiting for my results and when I told my dad that I was promoted to Sec1 NA,his voice change...I could hear that he almost cry and I didn't talk much either.

So,I don't want to make them dissapoint again.I want to prove to them that I could do it and I will not dissapoint my parents again. I want my dad to be happy and that I didn't waste his time working 10 hours every day providing for my school fees. I want to make him proud of me. I want my mom to be proud of me too and I want to set a good example for my little brother.

Haiz... Whenever I'm alone in my room or when I was reading or when I'm blogging or when I'm bathing and even when I'm about to sleep,I will always think about my 'N' level. Why is that so?? It always struck on me whenever I'm away from anyone. I guess thats because my parents want me to pass with flying colours and that I don't want them to be disspointed again.

So,that means I(Ahmad Sadruddin) have to change myself and not get too "obsessed" by my blog. Cut the time on surfing the net and use that precious time to do your revision.It will be meaningful.

Urrgghhhh!!!! Its always an empty promise made by me. AHMAD SADRUDDIN,ITS TIME FOR YOU TO WAKE UP!!! YOU HAVE ALOT OF REVISION TO DO AND DON'T DISSAPOINT YOUR PARENTS AGAIN!

I think I better blast myself away from this fairy tale of mine and get back to reality.. I'm going to hit the town tomorrow! Nope,not with parents or my buds..its just me,myself and I! Guess,I will have to do some reflections about muah tomorrow..

*Mr RUDy signing OUT!!*

Hmmpphh,I have nothing in mind to blog about.Don't mind me but I will talk lots of crap in this entry.

I did nothing much today..I just eat,computer,rest,eat,computer,rest.. Thats my life during the weekend. Mundane,yes it is!! I spent half of my day hogging in my computer and my mom goes,

"Rudy,pergi lah belajar..asek main computer jer..tak penat ke?!".

(Rudy,go do your revision..aren't you tired hogging in the computer for hours?!.)

All I do is just nod my head. I can see that my mom's getting tired nagging and lecturing at me every day..yet I don't want to listen. sigh..It's so unbecoming of me..Hmmpphh,I should do something...but I will never ever do what I promised to myself and to my parents. I guessed that I've been too "obsessed" in my bloggie.

My mom came to talk to me and she said that I should be studying and shouldn't be hogging in the computer for long hours. She continued....If you do well in your 'N' level,your dad and I will reward you. They really pin their hope on me.I shouldn't and musn't disspoint them this time.

I remembered vividly,the day when I took my PSLE results. My mom followed me to school. I was confident that I was able to go to Express stream(though I knew that I will not make it for my Maths). But when my form teacher handed me the result slip,I had a shock of my life. First thing when I received the slip,I look at the stream and was shock when I came to know that I was promoted to Normal Academic. I was crestfallen. I saw my mom standing outside the hall waiting anxiously for my results. She was smiling at me.I was afraid to tell her my results. I stroll slowly to her,wondering how will she react when she sees my result. She pat on my back and I gave her the result slip and suddenly her faced changed. She was dissapointed. She didn't say much. She called my dad who was also anxiously waiting for my results and when I told my dad that I was promoted to Sec1 NA,his voice change...I could hear that he almost cry and I didn't talk much either.

So,I don't want to make them dissapoint again.I want to prove to them that I could do it and I will not dissapoint my parents again. I want my dad to be happy and that I didn't waste his time working 10 hours every day providing for my school fees. I want to make him proud of me. I want my mom to be proud of me too and I want to set a good example for my little brother.

Haiz... Whenever I'm alone in my room or when I was reading or when I'm blogging or when I'm bathing and even when I'm about to sleep,I will always think about my 'N' level. Why is that so?? It always struck on me whenever I'm away from anyone. I guess thats because my parents want me to pass with flying colours and that I don't want them to be disspointed again.

So,that means I(Ahmad Sadruddin) have to change myself and not get too "obsessed" by my blog. Cut the time on surfing the net and use that precious time to do your revision.It will be meaningful.

Urrgghhhh!!!! Its always an empty promise made by me. AHMAD SADRUDDIN,ITS TIME FOR YOU TO WAKE UP!!! YOU HAVE ALOT OF REVISION TO DO AND DON'T DISSAPOINT YOUR PARENTS AGAIN!

I think I better blast myself away from this fairy tale of mine and get back to reality.. I'm going to hit the town tomorrow! Nope,not with parents or my buds..its just me,myself and I! Guess,I will have to do some reflections about muah tomorrow..

*Mr RUDy signing OUT!!*