Haiz...I'm just so moody. Tired,lonely,stressed,depressed... My mind is not at ease.. Tried to listening to music but it doesn't helps..Tried to blog,but my mind is not working..My brain cells aren't working! Tried to stay back in school to keep me occupied but it doesn't really help!! Nothing helps,for goodness sake!! I was with Yashini in the Art Room just now..Well,I was just a busybody there..I stare at her painting..its really beautiful! She could tell that something was wrong with me and I just want to have peace and quiet. Well,she adviced me to reflect on my problem,solve it but HOW?! I really need someone to talk to me,advice me but I just don't know what should I tell them..I'm confused!

Gosh,the feeling is bad!! Real bad.. I'm currently listening to We Belong Together by Mariah Carey..The song mean so much to me..Old,sweet memories came flashing in my mind but it involves him! You know,my past-tense friend whom I don't regard him as one 'cause he have hurt me! How should I get him out of my mind...I wanna stay happy,cheerful..but its so tough!! Gosh!! Its really bad...I'm feeling so bad!!!!

I just feel like BREAKAWAY... Break away from my problem. Break away from my studies. Break away from this problem of mine...

I wanna be CAREFREE..I wanna spread my wings and fly but I'm just a little boy who just learn how bliss a LIFE is. He wants to spread his wings and learn how to fly but he needs someone who is mature in thinking and has gone through this SHIT and guide him through his life. He needs someone who can fly beside him and help him pass through the ups and downs of LIFE. He needs someone badly.. He is now sitting in his nest,shivering,crying and waiting for someone who can help him!

He is crying inside like a lost child who has lost his mom. He is bleeding inside as if a knife stab thru this heart.. He is shouting but no one hears him...

This boy is going thru HELL..sigh.. Doing anything really doesn't help.....

[x]Depressed... X(

Haiz...I'm just so moody. Tired,lonely,stressed,depressed... My mind is not at ease.. Tried to listening to music but it doesn't helps..Tried to blog,but my mind is not working..My brain cells aren't working! Tried to stay back in school to keep me occupied but it doesn't really help!! Nothing helps,for goodness sake!! I was with Yashini in the Art Room just now..Well,I was just a busybody there..I stare at her painting..its really beautiful! She could tell that something was wrong with me and I just want to have peace and quiet. Well,she adviced me to reflect on my problem,solve it but HOW?! I really need someone to talk to me,advice me but I just don't know what should I tell them..I'm confused!

Gosh,the feeling is bad!! Real bad.. I'm currently listening to We Belong Together by Mariah Carey..The song mean so much to me..Old,sweet memories came flashing in my mind but it involves him! You know,my past-tense friend whom I don't regard him as one 'cause he have hurt me! How should I get him out of my mind...I wanna stay happy,cheerful..but its so tough!! Gosh!! Its really bad...I'm feeling so bad!!!!

I just feel like BREAKAWAY... Break away from my problem. Break away from my studies. Break away from this problem of mine...

I wanna be CAREFREE..I wanna spread my wings and fly but I'm just a little boy who just learn how bliss a LIFE is. He wants to spread his wings and learn how to fly but he needs someone who is mature in thinking and has gone through this SHIT and guide him through his life. He needs someone who can fly beside him and help him pass through the ups and downs of LIFE. He needs someone badly.. He is now sitting in his nest,shivering,crying and waiting for someone who can help him!

He is crying inside like a lost child who has lost his mom. He is bleeding inside as if a knife stab thru this heart.. He is shouting but no one hears him...

This boy is going thru HELL..sigh.. Doing anything really doesn't help.....

[x]Depressed... X(