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Written on: Friday, May 06, 2005
Time: 3:04 pm

ARRGGHHHH!!!!
I'm so stressed...Damn stressed!!One by one problems appear... I'm just so pissed!! Ytd, wasn't just my day..It suck!! I'm gonna flunk my english paper.. English paper 2 was so damn tough...The compre was so chim and my answer was crapped.. I din even understand the 2nd passage.. And my 20 marks will b gone coz it was total crap!! Arrghhhh!!! As usual, we had grp study.. And I wasn't really in the mood to study.. I just don know why.. Suddenly I feel so stressed up... And something BAD happened ytd... While I was walking to the sch gate,my pants drop.. And it was my frend hu did it..They pulled my pants down!And it really came down..all the way! I was so shocked and at tht tym I just felt lyk screaming the f-word to them..I was pissed..damn pissed!! I felt so embarrassed and felt lyk I've lost my dignity and pride...I mean there were grls there...and the security guard saw it..I felt so embarrassed!!I felt lyk running away frm them coz I was really damn pissed.. But something held me back.. It was raining and I walk in the rain... I just feel so stressed up!!I didn't even tok or look at them..I dont even feel lyk giving them a hug!And They kept saying sorry but I can't accept tht it happen..Yes!!Its my fault..I wear my sch pants very loose but I have no choice..Frankly,my waist & my thigh are big and contains fats!!!And when I went home,I break down and cry..I was so stressed and I have been bottling up my anger so I just cant control myself and I cried..Most of the time I don't even tell my frends abt my problem...*sigh* And I also don lyk it when my frends disturb me with her..I mean I don even lyk her and they kept teasing me...I'm speechless!I just hope tht my frends will understand my problem and stop teasing me with her..I HATE IT TO THE CORE!!!!!
::Why does our frendshps have ups and downs??Can't we just get it solve??I hope tht it won't affect our frendshp and I really hope to see the old you..I missed the old YOU!The smiley,cheerful and funny 'YOU'.....::