hmm..sch will start as per normal from tmr onwards..thinking abt school & studies make me so stressed up..this one week doesn't even feel lyk a holiday..it was so pack wit drama rehs & camps!i don't even have the tym to study...don deceive urself ahmad! u're jus a lot of tok and u're jus plain lazy to study...hmm,wad will happen to me??!At home,my mom is owaes nagging at me to study but i jus wont listen..and my idiotic bro kept bugging & pestering...i cant use the comp quietly!! its not peace at all wit him ard!!Argghhhh.....will i survive my studies??will i pass my mid yr?????School is bcomin much more stress and teachers have been much more demanding..furthermore,i'm a leader of the class & the school! i have to behave and take care of my notorious class & the creative rm...its such a hassle...y m i complaing??!! well,i have to b strong & keep on persevering...hahaha...anybody,plz give me advice!!!i may look strong & happy but deep down inside of me i'm struggling wit both my school work and my cca!!!sigh...i guess i have to stop here..my f****** bro is so irritating mann!!wtf...everytym i have to giv way to him..if not i will get scolding frm ma mom..stoopid asshole!!!!!
Written on: Sunday, March 20, 2005 Time: 1:16 pm
hmm..sch will start as per normal from tmr onwards..thinking abt school & studies make me so stressed up..this one week doesn't even feel lyk a holiday..it was so pack wit drama rehs & camps!i don't even have the tym to study...don deceive urself ahmad! u're jus a lot of tok and u're jus plain lazy to study...hmm,wad will happen to me??!At home,my mom is owaes nagging at me to study but i jus wont listen..and my idiotic bro kept bugging & pestering...i cant use the comp quietly!! its not peace at all wit him ard!!Argghhhh.....will i survive my studies??will i pass my mid yr?????School is bcomin much more stress and teachers have been much more demanding..furthermore,i'm a leader of the class & the school! i have to behave and take care of my notorious class & the creative rm...its such a hassle...y m i complaing??!! well,i have to b strong & keep on persevering...hahaha...anybody,plz give me advice!!!i may look strong & happy but deep down inside of me i'm struggling wit both my school work and my cca!!!sigh...i guess i have to stop here..my f****** bro is so irritating mann!!wtf...everytym i have to giv way to him..if not i will get scolding frm ma mom..stoopid asshole!!!!!
